I am still grieving for my lost my puddle was my life and my child... she was like a daughter to me, and I am so shocked to read meaner answers. 1. Irresponsible breading? the vet was in charge and she was the one who wanted puppies, I kept her 3 years safe till that day she sneaked on me like a teen age girl who goes out of her way to be with her boy friend. 2. I killed her? the doctor said CS could have not saved her since her uterus was connected to the main vain and it coused her bleeding. if you can not find the right answer to my question please do not answer. I am not sharing my pain and question to give you the right to judge me. I am asking for sound minds with intelligent answers.