I am an aspiring writer, but I feel I have no control over my own thoughts. I can't keep my characters in character, and certain things trigger this. It makes it hard to write or develop the story when I can't keep in one state of mind. Terrible thoughts enter my head that go against what i am try to do. It's like my own mind is fighting my will. I am at a point were I feel I have lost control. I am also stressed because of my job, and that may be part of it. I can't have much of a social life with this job. I am looking for another one. Writing is my passion and as much as I don't want to give up, I'm just at that point. Is this a legit problem? Am I just crazy?