ethereality
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Well I've loved him for years but never really wanted this but now I want sex with him and no one else(yes I know he's not real) Like I can't stop reading lemons and all and I imagine us doing it and dream about us together doing it. this has never happened so I don't get why out of the blue this would come over me? Maybe I've always felt this way I was just repressing my feelings and now I'm being really open with myself and I'm scaring myself. Does anyone else do this/want this? I know I'm scary and weird but any help would be appreciated
I'm a girl not a guy in case people were wondering, I still think I'm a lesbian despite all of this at times, I think I just have a very severe case of OCD
God yeah he is smexy I keep finding fan arts of him with his shirt off and and sometimes a bandage around his eyes and his raven black hair is just gorgeous he is sooo incredibly hott when he's 16!!
I'm 17 and I'd rather die than talk to my parents about this. Lol I feel like I'm hitting puberty a second time
I'm sorry for this question lol I think it's just a strange medicine I'm taking doing this to me and yes I realize he is NOT real so stop telling me he's fictional when that fact has already been established!
I'm a girl not a guy in case people were wondering, I still think I'm a lesbian despite all of this at times, I think I just have a very severe case of OCD
God yeah he is smexy I keep finding fan arts of him with his shirt off and and sometimes a bandage around his eyes and his raven black hair is just gorgeous he is sooo incredibly hott when he's 16!!
I'm 17 and I'd rather die than talk to my parents about this. Lol I feel like I'm hitting puberty a second time
I'm sorry for this question lol I think it's just a strange medicine I'm taking doing this to me and yes I realize he is NOT real so stop telling me he's fictional when that fact has already been established!