Angrygirl5
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At the end of last year, I got dumped like old trash by someone that I really cared about. I've been having such a difficult time trying to move on with my life. That experience really brought me to some realizations and made me wonder if I am really an awful human being that no one wants to be around. I just feel like I cause people to be unhappy every where I go. Every romantic relationship I have ever had, except one, I got dumped. (By the way, I'm in my mid-30s) Most jobs that I have I have quit, got fired, or left on some sort of bad terms. Most of my former coworkers hate me. I have no friends, maybe one I could consider a friend, but she lives like two states away. But, I have no one to call if I would want to talk about a problem or just go somewhere like shopping or to grab something to eat. I know I don't have the space on Yahoo Ans to describe the details of every relationship or job. But, what could be some underlying issues why no one wants me to have a long lasting relationship with me, be my friend, or just have a cordial working relationship? I just realized after I got dumped this last time how many people I made unhappy throughout my life. Sometimes, I think it would be better if I would just go away. Am I the devil and don't even realize it?
I used to think I was a good person and that I would do anything for any one of my friends or boyfriends. I would put so much pressure on myself at work and stay until I finish my job, even if it was a simple job. I am a quiet person, so it is not like I am the type to make fun of people or curse them out for no reason.
But, sometimes it just seems like whatever I do, nobody's happy. Am I trying too hard or am I the devil that no one wants to be around?
I used to think I was a good person and that I would do anything for any one of my friends or boyfriends. I would put so much pressure on myself at work and stay until I finish my job, even if it was a simple job. I am a quiet person, so it is not like I am the type to make fun of people or curse them out for no reason.
But, sometimes it just seems like whatever I do, nobody's happy. Am I trying too hard or am I the devil that no one wants to be around?