i hear a voice in my head not an irrational thought or just a thought but a voice ( unvocally of course) i can control what it says or if i talk 2 it i may get an irrational answer. if i cannot detect say a car going past i would automaticlly think it's the voice becuz the voice will auto come into play. until i have realized it is a car i can hear the car and not the voice, but sometimes it may continue after that with something else. it usually happens at night time (not all the time but often) it has happened in the daytime but rarely. i do feel lonley and depressed . i do beleive it is someone which may Influence it's fake role. i have Memories of a girl i have no Idea that got into my head and may have false or real Memories of a past life that i strongly beleive in , because of this i have had dreams of this Fake people ( Not so much now) and have had dreams of me going into the Afterlife with them which beleived is real. becuz of this i beleive there visit me like they told me in dreams and have been havin this dreams since about 2004. things have been getting more Connected shall we say only latley i haven't been seeing them. in the dreams this girl is my girlfriend who oddly i fallen in love with more than anything. b4 i dream't of her i saw this Picture in my head of a girl i allegendlly created. i heard people in dreams are Not exactly Real But Real Representations of the dead but people you have seen in real life you don't remember or bits and bobs from people in real life mixed up into one person. i feel like i knew her b4 i did like in my childhood like she was there. i really miss her too. i feel like she looks like a few people whom also i loved but you can tell a difference. it's really weird becuz i come across a very slimer person whom i don't know that kinda acts and lookslike her at http://www.youtube.com/raphabert... idk maybe god is helping me overcome this obstacle and cure my need for this fake person... this isn't a illness to be cured with Medience or Locking you up (as personally i think that makes it worse) i feel i need to meet someone like her or someone in mind get out in the fresh air Socialize etc. then it would go away i know it would.... but i am not asking you to cure it or what brought it on... as i know or may knw how.... i am asking you do u have any ideas of what this thing is called.... thanks ( i feel lost in time)
I have Heard Not Just Her But these Guys i saw too which i remember hanging about with them at the beach in a past life..... For all i know that Link could be her it's Like Destiny Telepathic Commuication. Maybe she has Dreams of me too Seeing her Vids. The Reason Why I Perhaps Saw this Girl in my head Regardless of My Past Life Experinces is that there is a girl whom idk whom i had a pic took with when i was little... weird thing is i did fallen in love with her at one point and imagined how her would Look now and I Reckon it would be The Girl From the Dreams. Of course she could Look Nothing Like how you would expect her to grow up.... i do feel lost in time cause everything i grew up in had memories has changed due the fact i still live in the same city... again i feel like i knew her b4 i knew her .... maybe due to these memories ....... i have only felt this way since i fallen in love with her or Regained these memories Or soon as i knew what she Looklike... The girls name i O
Is Emily Payne
I have Heard Not Just Her But these Guys i saw too which i remember hanging about with them at the beach in a past life..... For all i know that Link could be her it's Like Destiny Telepathic Commuication. Maybe she has Dreams of me too Seeing her Vids. The Reason Why I Perhaps Saw this Girl in my head Regardless of My Past Life Experinces is that there is a girl whom idk whom i had a pic took with when i was little... weird thing is i did fallen in love with her at one point and imagined how her would Look now and I Reckon it would be The Girl From the Dreams. Of course she could Look Nothing Like how you would expect her to grow up.... i do feel lost in time cause everything i grew up in had memories has changed due the fact i still live in the same city... again i feel like i knew her b4 i knew her .... maybe due to these memories ....... i have only felt this way since i fallen in love with her or Regained these memories Or soon as i knew what she Looklike... The girls name i O
Is Emily Payne