alone with my rotten self? I think deserted island life and death are the only two options open to keep oneself from using their body in any way to hurt other be it the voice or the limbs so you can permanently keep yourself from saying a thought that hurts others emotionally or hurts their reputation or from kicking or punching them or shoving them to the ground or slapping them or doing anything that would cause them harm or death or pain. I think the only way for me to avoid any of those things is to no longer be in existence and at the end of the day no matter who mourns me will get over it soon enough because they know no matter how much they claim to love me they can't control what I do with my body or whatever situation I find myself in whether a car hits me or I trip over a rock and hit my head on the pavement and go into a coma. So in the end all that matters is the individual because I can't protect everyone emotionally or physically from any sadness or anger or fear or pain.