give opinion on what happen? I do wanna say I DONT want her back just trying to UNDERSTAND what is her thinking reason why it happen like this.
Me and my ex's broke like we always do but this time was a little diff i wasn't there for her when someone pass in her life even tho i did want to be there, I loved her and the person who passed dearly i didnt know i just thinking it was one of those fights. Breakup to makeup at some point 2 or 3 months and get back together but was I in for a rude awakeing at the funeral she had a new boyfriend some guy she went to school with. 3 years gone out the window with us just like that and I ask her did she have someone she said no I was thinking we were gone be agian and my mind I was like i have to step up now and be there for her no matter what, Since the person had pass that what she would have wanted. In trying to get back with her i wrote Poems, Letter and even bought Roses and made a shirt with her pic on it saying i love you and all, thinking 3 years meant something but no. Come find out the guy sells Weed and just not to long ago got out of jail that they moved in together already! and stay in some bad apartments in the hood were its poverty stricken. So why would she leave me for a guy like this to live in a place like this when we were together she said she would never live there or a place like this she wanted to live a better life and i wanted to give that to her.Yea i wasnt greatest boyfriend in the world but who is we all have our short coming in relationships but i did have her best interest at heart and i truely did love her.in trying to get her back she questioned my Love for her after all of this, thats what truely hurt, her beliveing i didnt Love her. she said he made her fill like a woman and treats her good like i didnt thats hurt to. I just wanted the best for even if that meant her being mad at me. People say if you love someone tell the truth about themself even if it put your friendship or relationship in jepordary she felt like i was putting her down or just being evil towards her, and all we did was fight so that back fired on me till she got this guy and i never meant for this to happen i wanted to marry her and give her the life she and i always talked about. I can see if she left me for somebody better or was living better in better place but they live in hood dont get me wrong i love the hood, but i do want to better myself i rather come visit the hood not live there, we should always want to better ourseleves i dont want her back cause the pain is to deep but i still do care about her and hurts when i think about her and us and the whole situation. Im leaveing alot of stuff out cause i cant write it all. Like one day a month after she said we cant be together she call and came by to see me and was huging me tight saying i Look Good Smell Good And Then Go Home Call Me Again And Picked A Fight with me Saying So I Moved ON And Stuff like this Like im Not Suppose to Move ON and this was a week before my birthday but didnt call on my birthday then like 2 or 3 week after my birthday my Friend said He Seen Her Outside Infront of My House but i havent heard or spoken to her since. But why? why him a guy that sells Weed and dont have a car i just wanted to give her the world and have a family but she got with this guy she went to high school with. People say dont worry it wont last cause their relationship is build on nothing but weed, cause she like to smoke and he give her free weed. but i cant tell they live together i know she needed some were to stay but that bad i would have got a place if that was she wanted or needed to see. People say im better and she got with someone that doesnt have goals in life i mean i know she like to smoke weed to but damn what happen to the love and i know her friends didnt like me either they felt like i trying to take her from them and thats not it i was just in love with her and when you love someone you just want to spend all your time with them. If this wont last why be with him and not me after 3 years i know i wasnt there when someone pass, But i did want to be there and i regret it everyday of my life but she didnt tell me. i would have put my pride aside and that silly fight out the window and been there. they are going on 9 or 10 months now that almost a year, if its not gone last they are sure doing good. and everybody say i look way better then this guy all the females they went to school with say i look better and they dont know whats she see in him but that aside I belive I loved her more then he will ever love her even if she might cant see that now its just what i have in my heart for her and i pray to god she will see that one day if she hasnt already. anybody what is she thinking
Me and my ex's broke like we always do but this time was a little diff i wasn't there for her when someone pass in her life even tho i did want to be there, I loved her and the person who passed dearly i didnt know i just thinking it was one of those fights. Breakup to makeup at some point 2 or 3 months and get back together but was I in for a rude awakeing at the funeral she had a new boyfriend some guy she went to school with. 3 years gone out the window with us just like that and I ask her did she have someone she said no I was thinking we were gone be agian and my mind I was like i have to step up now and be there for her no matter what, Since the person had pass that what she would have wanted. In trying to get back with her i wrote Poems, Letter and even bought Roses and made a shirt with her pic on it saying i love you and all, thinking 3 years meant something but no. Come find out the guy sells Weed and just not to long ago got out of jail that they moved in together already! and stay in some bad apartments in the hood were its poverty stricken. So why would she leave me for a guy like this to live in a place like this when we were together she said she would never live there or a place like this she wanted to live a better life and i wanted to give that to her.Yea i wasnt greatest boyfriend in the world but who is we all have our short coming in relationships but i did have her best interest at heart and i truely did love her.in trying to get her back she questioned my Love for her after all of this, thats what truely hurt, her beliveing i didnt Love her. she said he made her fill like a woman and treats her good like i didnt thats hurt to. I just wanted the best for even if that meant her being mad at me. People say if you love someone tell the truth about themself even if it put your friendship or relationship in jepordary she felt like i was putting her down or just being evil towards her, and all we did was fight so that back fired on me till she got this guy and i never meant for this to happen i wanted to marry her and give her the life she and i always talked about. I can see if she left me for somebody better or was living better in better place but they live in hood dont get me wrong i love the hood, but i do want to better myself i rather come visit the hood not live there, we should always want to better ourseleves i dont want her back cause the pain is to deep but i still do care about her and hurts when i think about her and us and the whole situation. Im leaveing alot of stuff out cause i cant write it all. Like one day a month after she said we cant be together she call and came by to see me and was huging me tight saying i Look Good Smell Good And Then Go Home Call Me Again And Picked A Fight with me Saying So I Moved ON And Stuff like this Like im Not Suppose to Move ON and this was a week before my birthday but didnt call on my birthday then like 2 or 3 week after my birthday my Friend said He Seen Her Outside Infront of My House but i havent heard or spoken to her since. But why? why him a guy that sells Weed and dont have a car i just wanted to give her the world and have a family but she got with this guy she went to high school with. People say dont worry it wont last cause their relationship is build on nothing but weed, cause she like to smoke and he give her free weed. but i cant tell they live together i know she needed some were to stay but that bad i would have got a place if that was she wanted or needed to see. People say im better and she got with someone that doesnt have goals in life i mean i know she like to smoke weed to but damn what happen to the love and i know her friends didnt like me either they felt like i trying to take her from them and thats not it i was just in love with her and when you love someone you just want to spend all your time with them. If this wont last why be with him and not me after 3 years i know i wasnt there when someone pass, But i did want to be there and i regret it everyday of my life but she didnt tell me. i would have put my pride aside and that silly fight out the window and been there. they are going on 9 or 10 months now that almost a year, if its not gone last they are sure doing good. and everybody say i look way better then this guy all the females they went to school with say i look better and they dont know whats she see in him but that aside I belive I loved her more then he will ever love her even if she might cant see that now its just what i have in my heart for her and i pray to god she will see that one day if she hasnt already. anybody what is she thinking