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DLucia711
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Okay here is goes. I would of never thought i would come to one of these lol.
Thanks a lot to anyone who fully reaRAB this
I am a 19 years old male. Good health. Active. Athletic. Brought up in a good household, private high school,play a lot of sports, in college for nursing. I smoke weed often. However do not account marijuana in for my diagnosis. I know pretty much every fact about it. I don't smoke it cause it's cool or anything. I do it cause it makes me "normal" and i like life and the way i perceive the world much better.
Ok lets get this rolling lol. I am pretty much really fuc*&^$ up in the head. I know right from wrong. I know whats good and bad. I know when i am wrong and when i am right. I feel bad when some stuff happens and all that. I feel like i am a socio/psycho path, but yet i know i am. I don't feel much in my gut you know? I was never like this before and i think it started in 9th grade when i got a bad concussion playing hockey. There are times when like i act out to people that im mad or whatever, and i know im acting cause im just messing around, but yet my head gets to me and i take it way too far, and i know i am wrong but yet i just keep doing it.
You know how people say follow your heart or its your heart over head? I feel like my head and brain is so powerful that is just takes over my body. I don't feel love, but in my head i know i should be with that one person. If you can follow that lol. Like one time i did a little act and took it way too far and just broke down because i knew i was wrong and dont know why i did it.
I have a lot more information but i dont want to keep rarabling lol. But if anyone has an idea fill me in. If you would like more specifics please feel free to ask.
Thank you all
Thanks a lot to anyone who fully reaRAB this
I am a 19 years old male. Good health. Active. Athletic. Brought up in a good household, private high school,play a lot of sports, in college for nursing. I smoke weed often. However do not account marijuana in for my diagnosis. I know pretty much every fact about it. I don't smoke it cause it's cool or anything. I do it cause it makes me "normal" and i like life and the way i perceive the world much better.
Ok lets get this rolling lol. I am pretty much really fuc*&^$ up in the head. I know right from wrong. I know whats good and bad. I know when i am wrong and when i am right. I feel bad when some stuff happens and all that. I feel like i am a socio/psycho path, but yet i know i am. I don't feel much in my gut you know? I was never like this before and i think it started in 9th grade when i got a bad concussion playing hockey. There are times when like i act out to people that im mad or whatever, and i know im acting cause im just messing around, but yet my head gets to me and i take it way too far, and i know i am wrong but yet i just keep doing it.
You know how people say follow your heart or its your heart over head? I feel like my head and brain is so powerful that is just takes over my body. I don't feel love, but in my head i know i should be with that one person. If you can follow that lol. Like one time i did a little act and took it way too far and just broke down because i knew i was wrong and dont know why i did it.
I have a lot more information but i dont want to keep rarabling lol. But if anyone has an idea fill me in. If you would like more specifics please feel free to ask.
Thank you all