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Kodi Ben'Chonne
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I've been with this woman for over 3 years and I have fell completely out of love with her! Nothing she does excite me anymore! I have enjoyed mostly every little thing we did together during our first year of the relationship, mainly because she was doing her part as if we were married.
Later in life... She begins to question me about my wild past as if she didn't know or if she has been talking to my ex-girlfriend. Bizarre as it seems, she already knew what kind of guy I was (at the time of our establishment) because I was living on a college campus and she was one of my main visitors, if I will...
She was living with this guy for a few years and I was aware of it! She was well aware of the fact that I was 5 1/2 years younger than she and I also had "untamable" needs just as she did.
We have been unlawfully married (it's all a fairytale/make-believe) and have told our friends and family that we've married in Vegas last year when we were out there.
We were going to get married out there, but we weren't going to have enough money to made it back home- with the little money remaining.
Months later, we began to see the truth!
"I'm self-centered", "she's too controlling"
"I need to man-up", "she's jealous of my blessings"
"I'm a liar", "she's a street fanatic"
ETC, ETC, ETC...
Year 3 - - As of today [& most of last year], we barely had sex, a good meal, a clean home, and barely went to church. She sleeps the evenings away and basically gets up just around the time I would be getting ready to sleep and talk to her "girlfriends" until I give her that "what the hell is your problem" look.
We don't share common interest, and one of us will have a displeased look and it will soon exchange faces.
As a result of all this:
We both are only human and I know that I have been playing "Georgy".
"Kissing the girls and making them cry"
So who's to say that she isn't doing the same?
Remember, she was one of my main visitors in the past while she was in a relationship with another...
So, are we trying to end this relationship or what?
Is there any evident hope for a future together, or should we move on? Why?
Later in life... She begins to question me about my wild past as if she didn't know or if she has been talking to my ex-girlfriend. Bizarre as it seems, she already knew what kind of guy I was (at the time of our establishment) because I was living on a college campus and she was one of my main visitors, if I will...
She was living with this guy for a few years and I was aware of it! She was well aware of the fact that I was 5 1/2 years younger than she and I also had "untamable" needs just as she did.
We have been unlawfully married (it's all a fairytale/make-believe) and have told our friends and family that we've married in Vegas last year when we were out there.
We were going to get married out there, but we weren't going to have enough money to made it back home- with the little money remaining.
Months later, we began to see the truth!
"I'm self-centered", "she's too controlling"
"I need to man-up", "she's jealous of my blessings"
"I'm a liar", "she's a street fanatic"
ETC, ETC, ETC...
Year 3 - - As of today [& most of last year], we barely had sex, a good meal, a clean home, and barely went to church. She sleeps the evenings away and basically gets up just around the time I would be getting ready to sleep and talk to her "girlfriends" until I give her that "what the hell is your problem" look.
We don't share common interest, and one of us will have a displeased look and it will soon exchange faces.
As a result of all this:
We both are only human and I know that I have been playing "Georgy".
"Kissing the girls and making them cry"
So who's to say that she isn't doing the same?
Remember, she was one of my main visitors in the past while she was in a relationship with another...
So, are we trying to end this relationship or what?
Is there any evident hope for a future together, or should we move on? Why?