...understanding with my family and my friends? That's it. I don't want to see my family, nor do I want to see my friends, no to mention that to have a talk with them. It's really terrible, and it seems really enough for me to have Michael. So, as a result, my friends turned out to be not that much like me as they did, and I get nervous easily when come across a friend of mine, for we have nothing to say to each other, it's really embarrassing, for we used to talk on the phone the whole afternoon.
But most of the time it seems that there is no need to enhance mutual understanding with them, for Michael is the warmest and most decent man I've ever met, and they have so many shortcomings that I cannot get along with. Am I selfish, for everyone is no perfect, and perhaps I should stand in the shoes of others, but..oh, I CAN'T do it, it's really a big challenge for me.
I wanna make a change, but it's really difficult for me, and every time I get hurt, I will turn to Michael, imagine that Michael is there for me, and everything will be better. I know, however, that it isn't a good solution, that I can't do it just for escape each time.
But what should I do? ....Please help...
But most of the time it seems that there is no need to enhance mutual understanding with them, for Michael is the warmest and most decent man I've ever met, and they have so many shortcomings that I cannot get along with. Am I selfish, for everyone is no perfect, and perhaps I should stand in the shoes of others, but..oh, I CAN'T do it, it's really a big challenge for me.
I wanna make a change, but it's really difficult for me, and every time I get hurt, I will turn to Michael, imagine that Michael is there for me, and everything will be better. I know, however, that it isn't a good solution, that I can't do it just for escape each time.
But what should I do? ....Please help...