Ronaldo_Utd
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i'm sick of people asking me this... what do you wanna do with your life? are you gonna go to college? what kind of career are you considering? it annoys the hell out of me... just cause i have no FUCKING CLUE WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!!! Then they say "oh, that's too bad... don't you at least have a plan?" which pisses me off even more... what did i just say? i do believe i just said i have no FUCKING CLUE WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!! then they go on to say "oh, that's too bad." pretending to feel sorry for me, when all they see is a pathetic loser who doesn't know what the fuck he wants to do with his life... i tell them... i take things as life hands them to me... i'm currently on my third job (the first two only paid roughly 500 bucks a month) but this one's finished in 2 months... after that, i have no fucking clue what will happen. i look at people... most of the people i see have an ambition... have something they want to do... i scoff... because i know that all they ever worked for... all they ever got... everything will be taken from them with their dying breath... it will go to somebody else... when i'm done with this job, i'll go back home... but then, i have no idea what the fuck i'll do... i'll find a job... somewhere. when that job's finished, i'll find another. i see myself living on the streets of vancouver in 10 years... just because i was stupid... i didn't give a fuck about school or education... i didn't give a fuck about anyone or anything... i'm only 19, and already i know i'm a failure.
no, i'm not bitter
no, i'm not bitter
