Super Duper
New member
Stuck at home again
They didn’t want me to go
They didn’t include me
They hoped I wouldn’t know
Playing pool with my dad all night
Sometimes he even lets me win
He can tell that I’m upset
About being left out again
My mom asks if I’m alright
Even though she knows I’m going to lie
She gives me a hug and she pretends
That she can’t tell I’m about to cry
Up all night talking with my sister
Not even we know what we’re talking about
A nice distraction, laughter fills the room
I eventually forget what I’m upset about
Who needs them anyways? I tell myself
I’ve been with people who love me all night
If they don’t want me, I don’t want them
I can tell everything is going to be alright
But then I finally go to bed
I lay awake for hours and I cry
I realize that I am not alright
None of them like me, and I don’t know why
They didn’t want me to go
They didn’t include me
They hoped I wouldn’t know
Playing pool with my dad all night
Sometimes he even lets me win
He can tell that I’m upset
About being left out again
My mom asks if I’m alright
Even though she knows I’m going to lie
She gives me a hug and she pretends
That she can’t tell I’m about to cry
Up all night talking with my sister
Not even we know what we’re talking about
A nice distraction, laughter fills the room
I eventually forget what I’m upset about
Who needs them anyways? I tell myself
I’ve been with people who love me all night
If they don’t want me, I don’t want them
I can tell everything is going to be alright
But then I finally go to bed
I lay awake for hours and I cry
I realize that I am not alright
None of them like me, and I don’t know why