Well, I just wrote it. What you read is true, and this really happened to me about an hour ago...It's not my best. Just tell me what you think. Hope you like it 
i was lying in the silence,
thinking of him.
the urge to hear his voice became a heart-pounding violence.
suddenly, god put his name on my caller ID,
i pressed the talk button,
wondering why he would want to talk to me.
smiling at every word he said and every sound he made,
it all quickley faded,
when he said her name.
my eyes turned into water,
as i listened to him put himself down.
"that's not true", i said to him,
as my smile quickley developed into a frown.
oh how badly i wanted to tell him how i feel,
but our friendship i cannot risk,
for it is all to real.
when we hung up,
i began to cry.
but after awhile, i asked myself "why?"
it was the same talk we always have.
why could i possibly be so sad?
maybe it's because i haven't heard it in a week or two.
or maybe it's what i didn't* hear this time;
which is "I love you..."
I'm sorry if it's hard to follow =/ But if you have any comments, I'd be happy to hear them Thanks;
i was lying in the silence,
thinking of him.
the urge to hear his voice became a heart-pounding violence.
suddenly, god put his name on my caller ID,
i pressed the talk button,
wondering why he would want to talk to me.
smiling at every word he said and every sound he made,
it all quickley faded,
when he said her name.
my eyes turned into water,
as i listened to him put himself down.
"that's not true", i said to him,
as my smile quickley developed into a frown.
oh how badly i wanted to tell him how i feel,
but our friendship i cannot risk,
for it is all to real.
when we hung up,
i began to cry.
but after awhile, i asked myself "why?"
it was the same talk we always have.
why could i possibly be so sad?
maybe it's because i haven't heard it in a week or two.
or maybe it's what i didn't* hear this time;
which is "I love you..."
I'm sorry if it's hard to follow =/ But if you have any comments, I'd be happy to hear them
Thanks;