xDark_Genomex =)
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Disclaimer: Explicit, so if your offended my such language used don't read
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I think
I'm going crazy
listening to these voices
listening to these voices
telling me things
telling me
telling me to do these things
I never thought I could do
I remember feeling non-existent
never feeling happy
never feeling understood
alienated
these voices became my foundation
they became me and I became them
we became one
these non-existent voices
floating freely, innocent
untouchable
untouched y the evils of this fucked up world
this world
so messed up, A Godless society
with no sense of morality
all the killing and all the rape
innocent youth's mind going corrupt
listless people on the street
homeless children and runaways
all these kids dropping out of high school
with not sense of purpose
reality seem so harsh
with no hope for the future
fuck it
sometimes i feel like
never waking up
I remember laying in bed
feeling so hopeless
no one gives damn
about all these homeless kids
and innocent people shot
I question
will all these sirens stop
all the cops on the street
armed to shoot at all
the people standing for what is right
picket signs and picket lines
will this war ever be over
I remember as a little kid
watching the news
watching all this shit go down
ten years later i hasn't changed
I grew tired and shut of the T .V.
On the verge of inanity
I went to the psychiatrist
who told me I was obsessed
he gave me a list of babble
a full understanding of how fucked up I was
I should never open up, never speak out
and must live a lie he told me
then i left feeling disconnected
with a list of drugs for
synthetic happiness
I swear I'm going crazy
with all these theist and atheist shouting words of hate at each other
will we ever learn
to live a life of positivity
I got bed
with all this anxiety
I'm disturbed
I pray to God asking him to stop all this mayhem
to speak to all the people hatin on believers and nonbelievers
speaking all holy and high
when in truth all they do
is spit out words of hate
beating everyone down
with the good book with no respect
respect
what happened to the world
its a world where governments and the media
attack at people's insecurities
I'm tired of living in a world
a world of greed, needles, coke, and blackened lungs
all the cigarettes and alcohol companies,
all these drug dealers on the street
selling death like it was candy
making a deal with the devil
giving up their souls for that green paper that call happiness
I think I'm going crazy
listening to these voices
these voices of positivity
these voices of hope and optimism
its my religious, my sacrament
it is my crack, my heroine
fuck all these bullshiting
politicians spitting babble
preachers preaching words of hate not hope
and scientist synthesizing happiness for those who refuse to make a difference
I call out to these voices,
"Save me"
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Disclaimer: Explicit, so if your offended my such language used don't read
-------------------------
I think
I'm going crazy
listening to these voices
listening to these voices
telling me things
telling me
telling me to do these things
I never thought I could do
I remember feeling non-existent
never feeling happy
never feeling understood
alienated
these voices became my foundation
they became me and I became them
we became one
these non-existent voices
floating freely, innocent
untouchable
untouched y the evils of this fucked up world
this world
so messed up, A Godless society
with no sense of morality
all the killing and all the rape
innocent youth's mind going corrupt
listless people on the street
homeless children and runaways
all these kids dropping out of high school
with not sense of purpose
reality seem so harsh
with no hope for the future
fuck it
sometimes i feel like
never waking up
I remember laying in bed
feeling so hopeless
no one gives damn
about all these homeless kids
and innocent people shot
I question
will all these sirens stop
all the cops on the street
armed to shoot at all
the people standing for what is right
picket signs and picket lines
will this war ever be over
I remember as a little kid
watching the news
watching all this shit go down
ten years later i hasn't changed
I grew tired and shut of the T .V.
On the verge of inanity
I went to the psychiatrist
who told me I was obsessed
he gave me a list of babble
a full understanding of how fucked up I was
I should never open up, never speak out
and must live a lie he told me
then i left feeling disconnected
with a list of drugs for
synthetic happiness
I swear I'm going crazy
with all these theist and atheist shouting words of hate at each other
will we ever learn
to live a life of positivity
I got bed
with all this anxiety
I'm disturbed
I pray to God asking him to stop all this mayhem
to speak to all the people hatin on believers and nonbelievers
speaking all holy and high
when in truth all they do
is spit out words of hate
beating everyone down
with the good book with no respect
respect
what happened to the world
its a world where governments and the media
attack at people's insecurities
I'm tired of living in a world
a world of greed, needles, coke, and blackened lungs
all the cigarettes and alcohol companies,
all these drug dealers on the street
selling death like it was candy
making a deal with the devil
giving up their souls for that green paper that call happiness
I think I'm going crazy
listening to these voices
these voices of positivity
these voices of hope and optimism
its my religious, my sacrament
it is my crack, my heroine
fuck all these bullshiting
politicians spitting babble
preachers preaching words of hate not hope
and scientist synthesizing happiness for those who refuse to make a difference
I call out to these voices,
"Save me"
.........................