what do i do if i have alot of drama in my life like this ?

[Aurelie]

what do i do if my dad is an alcoholic and is addicted to smoking and is never home he is always at his friends and when he is here he is usually drunk and playing modern warfare and he is addicted to that game and he always gets frustrated and he is always at work playing that game smoking drinking at his friends at a party drunk or with his friends or at work and he is 32 years old and i live with my grandma and she is always like always asking me about homework and always asking me about chores and she never listens to me every time i ask her about something she never answers me like she avoiding me and i ask her something and she always says shes had a long day and she says shes so exhausted but shes says this like every time and when i confront her about this she says she does answer my questions but if i asked her 10 questions only 2 of them would be answered so and shes so annoying shes always asking me questions so she never answers mine so i dont answer hers anymore. so that was just my grandma but i dont live with my mom i got taken away from her when i was 2 but i still see her alittle i can go over to her house as long as my dad comes with but my dad sometimes brings me places and we go exploring sometimes and stuff he acts like he is a teenager i wish i had a dad like most people. so yeah well my mom is mentally ill i have not seen her in like almost a year so yeah her mental illness is not a serious case she is sometimes alright if she takes her pills but she does not take her pills she could get betterif she was on the pills but yeah i cant go over to her house because my brother and this kid that lived in the apartment influenced him to start a small fire but the whole fire department came and had to put it out i dont know the exact details bout it but he said that his friend started it and my brother got the blame but this kid is in my class and he adited to me that he was a part of it but the fire did not get to the houses but it couldve started a house on fire but it did not so yeah i think my dad is having s## with other peple because he left his phone at home and i read one of his messages just because i was curious and he sent one of his friends a message saying bring condoms and for some reason he also said that he feels gay on fridays and it was friday so yeah and also i also kinda started to smoke a little but now i want a cigarette but i dont have any more left and my family is always yelling at eachother and my brother is upsessed with the computer and modern warfare, eve online and hes starting to become depressed and im worried about him and im afraid he might do something and him and my grandma are fighting constantly and i want to run away but im in a bigger situation im might be pregnant