Kristen Rose
New member
I'm a 14 year old girl, and no it's not PMS. In the mornings I get really mad or irritated at silly things, the i get hyper and I'm happy at school for the beginning. Then near the end of the day I get super tired, and sorta weak. (I think I may be malnourished) Sometimes I'll take a nap if i can when i get home, I then usually get really depressed and cry myself to sleep that is if i can fall asleep. Sometimes I'll get a little burst of angry. Some things you may need to know are, I'm a vegetarian, i have self-harmed before (I still feel the need to do it, but i won't.) I feel guilty all the time, and i can't find hiding the scars I get so scared someone will find out. So instead of cutting, i exercise or try and keep busy. Even though people say I'm skinny, i don't believe it at all. I feel worthless, ugly, and fat. I don't eat all day long, and unfortunately I've got myself into this circle, of eating a small dinner and eating tons later. I have tried tons of time to throw it up, but I'm scared I'll develop an eating disorder or something. I go to the gym almost everyday, but i still don't have pretty, thin, or good enough. (please don't tell me to change my eating, i know its not healthy) I'm also selfish, and self absorbed. I feel like no one will actually love me, I feel hopeless. I don't want to make this to long.. and i can't talk to anyone about this, I have no close friends, my family never bothers with me so were not close, and its not like i can just call someone up. Thanks so much for answering!
I don't know what category this goes in, sorry!
I don't know what category this goes in, sorry!