Ok so first I'm one of those all heart, strong willed, sacrificial guys, so in other words I'm very hard to bring down, but I deeply care and i give and give and give to the girl I'm with.
But anyway here's my story when I was younger(I'm now 19) I had a childhood friend her name was Sarah, and we knew each other since we were 3. Both her parents had died when she was five and her grandparents took care of her and her older brother. When she was 9 her grandparents died as well and since her brother was 18 at the time he decided to be her guardian. Now me and her through this whole time were still playing together and i was there with her through every heartache she had. So when we were 11 we decided that we were obviously soul mates and were destined to be. So, so far typical story of a guy and girl being childhood friends and becoming a couple. So 4yr later of being a couple her brother and I decided to celebrate her 15th birthday at a Journey concert. In short then on the ride home we were in a car accident and while me and her brother survived, she died. So at the age of 15 not only did I watch my gf die, but I had lost my soul mate. Well to some up these last 4yr of my life I've had 2 other relationships, the 2nd the girl treated me like crap and then cheated on me and the 3rd I wasn't "good enough" for her.
So my question is this I think we have more than just 1 soul mate in the world, but what are the chances of ever finding another one???(Any encouraging words I'm fine with receiving too)
Understand that, I know I'm young, but I look at it like this we all have a certain amount of time in the world and i just want to spend as much time as I possibly can with the person I'm meant to be with, with the time I have left.
But anyway here's my story when I was younger(I'm now 19) I had a childhood friend her name was Sarah, and we knew each other since we were 3. Both her parents had died when she was five and her grandparents took care of her and her older brother. When she was 9 her grandparents died as well and since her brother was 18 at the time he decided to be her guardian. Now me and her through this whole time were still playing together and i was there with her through every heartache she had. So when we were 11 we decided that we were obviously soul mates and were destined to be. So, so far typical story of a guy and girl being childhood friends and becoming a couple. So 4yr later of being a couple her brother and I decided to celebrate her 15th birthday at a Journey concert. In short then on the ride home we were in a car accident and while me and her brother survived, she died. So at the age of 15 not only did I watch my gf die, but I had lost my soul mate. Well to some up these last 4yr of my life I've had 2 other relationships, the 2nd the girl treated me like crap and then cheated on me and the 3rd I wasn't "good enough" for her.
So my question is this I think we have more than just 1 soul mate in the world, but what are the chances of ever finding another one???(Any encouraging words I'm fine with receiving too)
Understand that, I know I'm young, but I look at it like this we all have a certain amount of time in the world and i just want to spend as much time as I possibly can with the person I'm meant to be with, with the time I have left.