Long maybe, but if you can, help...? Lately I've been having many weird dreams, dreams I can't even put together well, but today's dream i was able to remember it well, I guess it was because I was on the brink of waking up.
I dreamed that I was "captive" at home, with my little sister, My mother had a partner (who didn't seem to be my father), It was a strange figure I could not see the man's face. I guess in the dream my mother had a new lover.
We (my little sister and I) lived frightened, we could not do anything, we were mistreated. My mother and this guys stayed in their room together while my sister and I were in another room of the house. The only times the guy came out was to abuse us (rape even).
I felt horrible and more horrible knowing my little sister had to experience those treatments too. I decided to escape with her. When that man was in the room away from us, we came out, we decided to take the stairs instead of the elevator (we just wanted to get out before he noticed so I pressured my sister into being strong and running as fast as we could down the stairs.)
We live in an 11th floor (in reality too) so as we tried opening the hallway door to escape down the stairs I guess the echo of the door as it opened in the hallway made the man know we were up to escaping.
He caught us, we were brought back inside to our apartment, while he threw us on the couch we were afraid, and I thought to myself "If I stay still and not provoke him any more he will not touch me, I won't get raped" I tried whispering to my little sister the same thing.
It didn't work, once again the man threw himself on to me and as he finished I cried when I knew he'll do the same to my little sister.
After the abuse, and the rape, one more time I begged my sister to be strong, I think I even asked her to forgive me, I think I felt guilty because I knew that she would be emotionally scarred, I asked her once more to come with me, and that this time we were going to plan things right in order to escape. Once more we ran outside to the hallway and tried getting to the stairs as quiet as possible, I ran and kept begging her to try her best to run faster, I even held her hand as I jumped from staircase to staircase.
As I ran I decided to call 911...& the rest is history (as I dialed I didn't get a response though?) I kept dialing trying to call the police in order to help us once we were out of the building. But I tried over and over again and I wasn't able to get a response from the police department...
This dream really stayed with me! It was intense, especially because of the rape part and my little sister as well. I know that somehow this must mean something...
What do you think?
I dreamed that I was "captive" at home, with my little sister, My mother had a partner (who didn't seem to be my father), It was a strange figure I could not see the man's face. I guess in the dream my mother had a new lover.
We (my little sister and I) lived frightened, we could not do anything, we were mistreated. My mother and this guys stayed in their room together while my sister and I were in another room of the house. The only times the guy came out was to abuse us (rape even).
I felt horrible and more horrible knowing my little sister had to experience those treatments too. I decided to escape with her. When that man was in the room away from us, we came out, we decided to take the stairs instead of the elevator (we just wanted to get out before he noticed so I pressured my sister into being strong and running as fast as we could down the stairs.)
We live in an 11th floor (in reality too) so as we tried opening the hallway door to escape down the stairs I guess the echo of the door as it opened in the hallway made the man know we were up to escaping.
He caught us, we were brought back inside to our apartment, while he threw us on the couch we were afraid, and I thought to myself "If I stay still and not provoke him any more he will not touch me, I won't get raped" I tried whispering to my little sister the same thing.
It didn't work, once again the man threw himself on to me and as he finished I cried when I knew he'll do the same to my little sister.
After the abuse, and the rape, one more time I begged my sister to be strong, I think I even asked her to forgive me, I think I felt guilty because I knew that she would be emotionally scarred, I asked her once more to come with me, and that this time we were going to plan things right in order to escape. Once more we ran outside to the hallway and tried getting to the stairs as quiet as possible, I ran and kept begging her to try her best to run faster, I even held her hand as I jumped from staircase to staircase.
As I ran I decided to call 911...& the rest is history (as I dialed I didn't get a response though?) I kept dialing trying to call the police in order to help us once we were out of the building. But I tried over and over again and I wasn't able to get a response from the police department...
This dream really stayed with me! It was intense, especially because of the rape part and my little sister as well. I know that somehow this must mean something...
What do you think?