twilighter
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Hi I have OCD since I was 7 [13 now].
My question is lately I've been scared of STDs b/c this lady came to my school was like: No one's ever survived HIV or gotton rid of herpes, which scared the crap out of me.
I'm still a virgin of course. My question is that since I like strtd getting hair down there, because of my OCD, I've had to like touch it for 6 seconds when I was in the bathroom.
I've stopped doing that, but I'm a bit worried that if a someone who had aids got like a paper cut or something on a desk, than if I touch the desk, but you can't even see the blood it's that tiny just like the germs were there,you wouldn't even know, and than if I touched the hair, would like the HIV germs like really small absorb through or something?
Sorry, I'm just really scared and obsessing and compulsing right now. I'm only 13, and I can't ask my mom because she'd thnik I'm retarded.I've stopped doing it but I'm still worriried.
Oh God I'm sorry. Is anyone a doctor on here though? That would make me feel better. What I mean by blood on the desk is like between 30 minutes to like the day before of someone bled but there was no visable trace of it would that be enough to get it?
I'm sorry, I freak out about everything.
Can a doctor or someone who works in health answer? Please I'm not worried abut sex just what I said before thanks?
Thank you Moam.
Thanks rebecxa. That calmed me down. =]
Maya. As far as I know there was no blood. I'm just saying IF there was. I have these genetic cuts by my nails, [everyone on my dad side has it] but I desn't bleed unless I pick it.
But I definaly won't touch blood if I did see it.
My question is lately I've been scared of STDs b/c this lady came to my school was like: No one's ever survived HIV or gotton rid of herpes, which scared the crap out of me.
I'm still a virgin of course. My question is that since I like strtd getting hair down there, because of my OCD, I've had to like touch it for 6 seconds when I was in the bathroom.
I've stopped doing that, but I'm a bit worried that if a someone who had aids got like a paper cut or something on a desk, than if I touch the desk, but you can't even see the blood it's that tiny just like the germs were there,you wouldn't even know, and than if I touched the hair, would like the HIV germs like really small absorb through or something?
Sorry, I'm just really scared and obsessing and compulsing right now. I'm only 13, and I can't ask my mom because she'd thnik I'm retarded.I've stopped doing it but I'm still worriried.
Oh God I'm sorry. Is anyone a doctor on here though? That would make me feel better. What I mean by blood on the desk is like between 30 minutes to like the day before of someone bled but there was no visable trace of it would that be enough to get it?
I'm sorry, I freak out about everything.
Can a doctor or someone who works in health answer? Please I'm not worried abut sex just what I said before thanks?
Thank you Moam.
Thanks rebecxa. That calmed me down. =]
Maya. As far as I know there was no blood. I'm just saying IF there was. I have these genetic cuts by my nails, [everyone on my dad side has it] but I desn't bleed unless I pick it.
But I definaly won't touch blood if I did see it.