Weird feelings about my best friend?

Muse

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I have known my best friend for four years now, since we were both 14.
this year i have started to get these really weird, creepy sensations that i dont know her.
Sometimes when i look at pictures of her i feel like i dont recognize her.
But also i have started to feel like i dont have any emotional attachment to her.
Sounds weird to have an emotional attachment, but i do cause we are REALLY close.
She is on vacation and will be gone for a month, but i dont even miss her, i dont even feel like she is gone. And when she calls me i get really bored of talking to her and sometimes just dont answer because i dont feel like talking to her, which has NEVER happened. Also she just told me that she will most likely be going to college in another country, but i dont feel any sadness.
I want to feel sad, because we are SUCH good friends and we were going to the same college, but i just dont care...

i dont understand whats happening because we hang out almost everyday, we never get sick of each other, we have TONS of fun. but i all of a sudden got these feelings that i dont know her, and dont care about her.

WHY? we both have NOT changed really at all. its just weird to me that i dont have any emotions towards her, or that i feel like i dont really recognize her.
 
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