So I'm a little weirded out I had this disturbing dream where I was in a gymnastics class and this kinda mean slutty popular girl called me over to sit next to her on this bench. Suddenly she started touching me. She put her hand down my shirt and felt my boobs (I wasn't wearing a bra! I felt really self concious in the dream). Then she somehow got her other hand under the crotch part of my leotard and pressed it against my vulva area. She held me like this, making teasing remarks about my body but enjoying herself, giggling and flirting with me physically. Then, with her hand on my breasts and her other down south she made me lean forward, so that she was supporting me mostly down there. It felt so good. Like sitting on a tree branch. I might've actually been doing it in my sleep. I remember her starting to strip me down and I was starting to protest when she licked my bare butt. At this point I felt a mixture of horror, violation, excitement, thrill, and sexual arousement. Then I woke up. What does this mean? I've always preferred female porn. Is that normal?