weird and strange things have been happening to me lately?

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Sophie339273

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I'm begining to think that I might be crazy. I think I'm bipolar, mental, have a sleeping disorder and need anger management. I get really mad over the smallest things. But my day always has something good and bad in it. I've thought about personaly killing my mom. I fear that i might one day if i go overboard. I don't like it when she makes me mad while I'm cleaning the kitchen. I have knifes around me and i don't want to hurt her even though i hate her. I've caught myself thinking about crazy things like, i wonder what it woulb feel like to burn your skin. Or acid or a cut arm. Also if i break my bones, in how many spots can i break it in. one time i stopped myself from doing one of these. i had the knife and my mom was making me mad. When i turned around with the knife, i stopped and realized what i was about to do. Also it's hard for me to sleep. it takes a long time. On average i get 2-5hours every night. but i crash once a month. those last 15-20bours. What's wrong with me????
lolz, yeah sometimes i cant see straight im so mad. but im overly emotional so when im mad, i cry and then the tease me about it. it makes me more mad. and then i think to myself, do they not know im crazy? do they want me to hurt them? im 15 by the way.
 
OMFG me too! my mum pisses me off even if she just speaks to me sometimes, its her tone of voice that drives me INSANE. and i have actually thought about doing something to her, i feel realy bad about that but i cant help it, and i always have to take deep breaths and stop myself from hurting her,
i defs have anger managment i think because i get mad over the littlest things, even if someone just says hi in a way i dont like i will go ballistic and kick a hole in the wall or something , i have even punched and kicked holes in the wall before D: and i also tend to throw things when i get angry,

my head actually hurts i get so angry sometimes, like it feels like its going to squeeze open ,
 
OMFG me too! my mum pisses me off even if she just speaks to me sometimes, its her tone of voice that drives me INSANE. and i have actually thought about doing something to her, i feel realy bad about that but i cant help it, and i always have to take deep breaths and stop myself from hurting her,
i defs have anger managment i think because i get mad over the littlest things, even if someone just says hi in a way i dont like i will go ballistic and kick a hole in the wall or something , i have even punched and kicked holes in the wall before D: and i also tend to throw things when i get angry,

my head actually hurts i get so angry sometimes, like it feels like its going to squeeze open ,
 
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