I was in the military for about 5 months. I recently got an entry level separation because I was diagnosed with an eating disorder. I entered basic training weighing 106 by graduation I weighed 130. I was devistated. From there on I kept gaining weight until I almost reached 140 pounds. I have never weighed this much. It really killed my self esteem, making me depressed and unable to be in the military. I started to diet but couldnt lose any weight at all just kept gaining. Eventually I ended up getting out. When I got home I ended up losing over 20 pounds I am now down to 110. Why couldnt I lose any weight when I was in the military and now that I am home the weight seemed to just fall off lol. Also, Does anyone think I'm a failure that I couldnt make it through? My fiancee broke up with me because he said I got fat and that I give up too easily and that I am a loser. I love him 
and miss him so much.
and miss him so much.