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idreamofsilence
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Hi,
I used to write quite frequently on these boarRAB. I had a bout of severe panic attacks that never ended and anxiety that was in the mix. On October 13 2008 my life forever changed with the first panic attack. After that it was downhill for a few months. I had to take leave from work for 2 months and at times couldnt leave my house. I had a lot of trouble eating and lost about 15 lbs in the process (115-100lbs) My health felt like it was failing and I finally was able to get on lexapro. I took lexapro but had to stop about 3 months? because of insurance and switched right to celexa. I am currently on celexa and have been probably about 10 months or so. Over all, I have been on medication for about a year. I feel that the celexa helped an extreme amount, although at times I do get anxiety/panic symptoms. I feel like they are easier to control now and I just try and let them pass. I was married this passed July and that part of my anxiety is over, and my husband and I would like to have children. I will not be comfortable taking medication if I get pregnant. I would like to taper off of celexa, but there is still this fear that I might go back into my terrble bout with panic attacks again. I label it as one of the worst times in my life and never want to go back. It was a nightmare I can never forget and I still get upset and cry when I think about why it happened to me. Has anyone had at least a year on celexa with panic disorder and able to taper without much problem staying off medicine? Please let me know. Any suggestions or stories will help. I do not want to stay on this medication forever. I hate taking medication, but without it I am still afraid I may not be able to function and Im nervous about that. Help!
I used to write quite frequently on these boarRAB. I had a bout of severe panic attacks that never ended and anxiety that was in the mix. On October 13 2008 my life forever changed with the first panic attack. After that it was downhill for a few months. I had to take leave from work for 2 months and at times couldnt leave my house. I had a lot of trouble eating and lost about 15 lbs in the process (115-100lbs) My health felt like it was failing and I finally was able to get on lexapro. I took lexapro but had to stop about 3 months? because of insurance and switched right to celexa. I am currently on celexa and have been probably about 10 months or so. Over all, I have been on medication for about a year. I feel that the celexa helped an extreme amount, although at times I do get anxiety/panic symptoms. I feel like they are easier to control now and I just try and let them pass. I was married this passed July and that part of my anxiety is over, and my husband and I would like to have children. I will not be comfortable taking medication if I get pregnant. I would like to taper off of celexa, but there is still this fear that I might go back into my terrble bout with panic attacks again. I label it as one of the worst times in my life and never want to go back. It was a nightmare I can never forget and I still get upset and cry when I think about why it happened to me. Has anyone had at least a year on celexa with panic disorder and able to taper without much problem staying off medicine? Please let me know. Any suggestions or stories will help. I do not want to stay on this medication forever. I hate taking medication, but without it I am still afraid I may not be able to function and Im nervous about that. Help!