Want to hurt someone

A

Alcort

New member
August, 2009
Two of my friends (T, Jake) started doing heroin. My friendship with them started to deteriorate.

March, 2010
Caught my girlfriend texting her ex, who she claimed she was done with. Talked it out with her and forgave her.

April 1, 2010
Jake fucks up his arm trying to shoot up heroin. Arm got infected, contracted MRSA. In the hospital.

April 2, 2010
I visit him in the hospital. He plans to continue doing heroin once he is released. I'm pissed.

April 9, 2010
Me and my girlfriend are at a party. She is looking over my shoulder while I'm texting one of my friends, reading my phone. Naturally, I turn away and close my phone.

April 10, 2010
My girlfriend is acting really weird. She won't tell me whats wrong.

April 11, 2010
Woke up to a text from my girlfriend.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah"

"Who were you texting friday night?"

The conversation continued to reveal a startling conclusion: I did nothing wrong and she was all worked up, for 2 days, over nothing.


Later, I get a call from her. She's crying.

"Did you hear? [T] overdosed again last night and died."


The shock of this news wore off quickly, as my emotions shifted to anger. I logged onto Facebook a few minutes later and was not surprised to see a bunch of "RIP [T]" posts. Except the posts weren't from [T]'s friends, they were from a bunch of random fucking bitches looking to score some pity points.

"REST IN HEAVEN, I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN ON US"

That's nice of them, except there is something they don't know: [T] was a hardcore atheist. :rolleyes:
 
Damn man, that's harsh. Sorry for your loss; was this at least enough of a wake-up call to your friend in the hospital to convince him that he needs to cut that shit out?

Sounds like your girl definitely has some trust issues. I hope you guys can work that shit out.

I feel like there should be more to say, but there really isn't. Good luck.
 
She was texting her ex, then suddenly doesn't trust you...guilty conscience?

And that really sucks about your friend; hopefully it causes your other friend to realize the path he's headed down.
 
Hey Jug. Remember this. As cute as she is, you can do better, and you got a lot of other shit to deal with right now. You are about to head away from HS and into the real world. If you gotta cut your losses, don't hesitate.

Some people just have no common sense, and as cold as it may seem to say, sometimes it's better that you just don't associate with people who aren't smart enough or don't care enough about themselves not to do heroin. It's not like everyone doesn't know how bad that shit is once they hit high school or even before.

You're too smart for people like that. Don't get caught up trying to save those who don't care to help themselves. Good luck homie.
 
I second everything in Centered's post. I've been in a few similar situations where I realized that some close friends I had were making bad decisions that I wanted no part of; drugs, constant drinking, and one in particular was a female friend who tried to fuck anything that blinked in her direction. Assess your friendships, and any that stress you out should be dropped. Same with your woman; a relationship without trust will eventually fail...always.
 
She just shouldn't have been reading my phone over my shoulder. Straight up. And it shouldn't take 2 days for her to tell me what was wrong. But aside from that, she is a good girlfriend. I plan on staying with her for as long as she can handle my shenanigans.

Plus, prom is coming up, and I already paid for her ticket. Can't wait for prom. My rich friend got a limo, dinner reservations and everything. :D
 
Enjoy that night, but if your friends getting out of the hospital before that which I doubt, but if he goes don't take him with you. Tell him to get his shit strait before there is nothing left for him then the next hit of heroin.
 
Trust is the main foundation for our society. If she spent 2 days worrying about it then she is probably paranoid about you leaving her. Just chill and think stuff over. The more pissed you get about it the worse it gets.
 
True. Lots of girls, and plenty of guys too, have trust issues. For many of them, they are completely understandable. If she's been hurt in the past, she's probably worried about the same things happening again. All you can do is stick with her and show her that she has nothing to worry about. She might not have come to you for those two day because she was scared shitless of what she might find if questioned you. From her point of view, you hiding your text convo from her at the party looked like you were hiding something from her. She didn't see it as you being annoyed and giving her hint to mind her own business. You just need to work with her to get past things like that.

As for your friend in the hospital; If he is really a friend, and not just some guy you hang out with because it's conveniant, you should try your hardest to get him out of his situation. Get him help, tell his parents, whatever it takes. If he goes down the same path as the other guy, and you didn't do everything you could, you're going to blame yourself. If you just leave him, chances are he'll get even more into it.
 
I'm definitely over the girlfriend thang. It wasn't even a thang to begin with.

What is a thang is these kids who have LITERALLY NEVER FUCKING MET THE KID trying to score pity points by saying "I'LL MISS YOU!" and all this shit.


If you didn't know him, then I appreciate the condolences and actually giving a shit, but don't act like you're fucking involved in the situation for attention. Me and my friends have been getting increasingly pissed about it, and we discussed it today at school.

We don't know whether to tell these kids "Fuck off, you didn't know him" or just ignore them altogether. Of course ignoring them is the higher path, but I feel like T would've wanted me to tell them to go suck a dick.
 
It was the same fucking way at my high school. Loads of Hispanic girls were balling over Selena's death, idiots cried about Princess Diana, and when a local kid was killed, oh shit, here it comes. Fucking morons. It's fun for some of them. Others are just weak and disturbed idiots.
 
And then what will you do when one of them looks at you after your epic speech punctuated by urging of fellatio and says, "I know it hurts man, I miss him too?"

Don't expect people to get it because you do.
 
Back
Top