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Gary ?

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...just looovee your help ? long story short im 16. hes 21. he works for us, and has way to many morals. hah. no hes a great guy really. we had a thing, id sneak out to see him, but it stopped about a month ago after it went on for like 4 or 5 months because it was hard keeping it all secret. he works at my house 3-4 days a week. i still love him a lot.

so last night..

he was working. parents went out for about an hour, 3 little kids we had to watch. the kids would wrestle w me, and he pulled me onto his lap and ah i miss him so much. then the baby asked for some juice, i got her some, and he jokingly wrestled it from me, and managed to get around me and give it to her pretending he got it. then he goes aw im sorry that was mean, as we were laughing and he hugs me. it wasnt like an awkward hug, it was like a big one, then when we pulled appart he hugged me again.


but i was so sure that we'd end up kissing again since parents left. i havent kissed him since end of feb, and imiss him so much, he never texts me like he would before, but he acts all flirty in person. last time we really talked about us maybe a month or so he said, you know we have to get over each other right? i go, yea, hows that working out? he goes, shutup im tryin. sooo. i think im going to text him and tell him i still like him a lot. ill tell him to either say he likes me, or likes someone else. and if he likes someone else to stop doing all this to me, because its killing me inside. as soon as he left last night istarted balling my eyes out and i do not cry over guys. its only him. hes the only guy iv cried over, and iv done it a lot, and iv had a lot of guys. iv liked him since the beginning of the summer. i usually fly throughguys, but not him :/ and idk what to do anymore.

soo 1. do you think he still likes me? and 2. what do you think i should do?
 
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