sangamitra
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I swear my whole family has turned against me.my mother wouldnt stop harassing me and torturing me,my brother wished that i would die,my brothers gf spread all sorts of lies about me everywhere,my other brother just spread lies about my family in general, my sister helped the one brother spread lies, and today my stepmom threw a glass bowl at me and told me i was just like my brother andrew(the one that wished i would die).the only person i have left is my dad but things are weird between us.too much of an age gap,14 and 65 is a big gap.my best friend is acting bi polar towards me.she tells me to shut up and that I'm annoying her when we are hanging out with ppl but when it's just me and her hanging out she's all smiles and shit.my guy friends are acting weird around me,one of them slamed into me and one of them tried to hump my leg and one of them is just plain weird around me,all my other friends are ignoring me too.what a time for this to all hit the fan huh?i mean im going through depression from my brother's,sister,mother and my two stepbrothers that just died and now everyone is turning against me.i keep messing up with everything i do.i cant can't deal with this shit anymore.everyone is expecting me to forget my pasrt and forget all that I went through.well if they went through it too then amybe they would understand that it's not so easy to forget molestation and gun shots and dead people and all that shit.what the hell are people expecting from me?I just cant deal with this.lies about me in my school have ruined one of my best friendships this year.damn i just don't think i can do this much longer