Under so much damn Pressure

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chyeaitsxchelsea

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Last year of senior year and Im stressed out to the max. Well Im also broke as hell...but yeah. I hate that I dont have enough credits and have to go to night class, MATH and GYM night class nonetheless. Four fucking days of no sleep and by the time Friday comes around Im desperate to hang out with some friends cause in night class I have none (everyone's either a bitch or superficial) *sighs* I wanna just be over with it. Im behind on homework and some classes for my regular math class. Aint that just great? then to top it off my boyfriends stressed out at his college thats a world apart from me (he's in cali, freshman year for him) & it sucks cause we're both feeling tired as hell to even talk. BLARGH. I swear if my hair falls out from so much stress and pressure to pass, Im going to be really really angry.

Sadly meditating no longer works. My happy place consists of angry jelly munchkins flinging themselves at the wall....

& I know my life could be worse, but wow this is just a little way too much pressure than I expected this year. :thumbsdn:

& I need to make some damn money. Why is it so hard to get a job here? Most of the jobs I found were at the mall and there is no way Im traveling for about 45 minutes here to there. I dont want to waste half my paycheck on transportation.
 
When people make the transition from high school to college, it initially strikes them as "weeee, fun and games, party all night, woot!" right? Wrong. There is gonna be pressure, you just gotta rise up and get through it. I'm sorry you feel this way, hope this helps. :hug2:
 
*sighs* I know college would probably be this much more stressing, but Im planning on taking a break before even starting it to rest and get a job
You're really sweet for telling me that and for that I thank you. (and it does help, a lot) :hug2:
 
Your gonna have work up to your nipples in your first year alone. Trust me I know from experience. I still have a imprint of the spine of Catcher in the Rye on my ass.
 
ah hahaahaha damn... I loved that book but yeah. I get what you're saying. I know its a lot of work to be in college first year alone. But still damn ..Im only in HS SENIOR YEAR man...I deserve a break and now Im paying for all the stupid cutting of classes and what not *blerg* I hate my stupidity sometimes.
 
These two statements are conflicting :)
But you've identified the cause of your problems, and the fact that you knowingly admit it says something about you. Now just suck it up and hang in there, you'll be fine.
Unfortunately, one of the worst things about getting older (growing up?) is that we have less and less time to fuck off because we have more and more things that HAVE to be done within our pitiful 24-hour day...and that's not including SLEEP!
Like me...the only reason I can really post on WTF is because I'm either on the internet all day for work or coz I'm doing homework and you guys are my 15-minutes smoke break ;)

I can't tell you the last time I turned on my goddamned PS2 :mad:

Anyways, hang in there, Gypsy.

If it makes you feel any better, try to put your stress into perspective. At least your decisions aren't affecting whether or not people live or die :)
 
Well, you reach a point where you can either stare at homework for 8 hours and get two paragraphs done or you can sleep for 6 hours and wrap up the assignment in another 2.

Good luck! :)
 
that does really suck, I'm sorry.

you're right- senior year shouldn't be that stressful.

what happened?? second semester seniors are supposed to party!!

I've been lucky. my senior year's been a breeze.

work hard. it'll be worth it. ^____^
 
The last year of high school is always tough, for everyone. They want to be sure you're prepared for your continued education or entrance into the workforce. Keep at it, it'll be over soon. Then you can have a lazy summer (or winter, as the case may be) and enjoy some free time before moving on to the next stage.
 
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