- Okay so its my junior year && i'm already having problems :\
So i fell in love ( well caught deep feelings ) for this guy. he was really sweet && loving, but i also talked to other guys && he didnt like that , which idt talkin to 2 ppl at once is bad. but anyways let me get to the point. now school has started && we got in a fight cause i kissed another dude. so i told him i wanted a break, but i really jus wanted time to find someone else. he told me he would wait for me because he loved me but now he has moved on && i miss him terribly. i want him back but idk how to tell him plus idek if he wants me back. &everything reminds me of what we use to have && we dont really even talk anymore in school && sometimes we talk on the phone but we always argue, i blame myself for things being like this cause i feel like i took him for granted. && i kinda feel alone because he meant so much to me && now my sister (my heart) just went to iraq && My Bestfriendd jus moved away, && she left without tellin me . i thought she was sick && when i went to check on her i found out she moved away ....on my 16th birthdayy. which sucks cause i didnt even get to say goodbye :\
ughh i jus feel so confused && like life has got me down. i'm normally so happy && always tryin to bring joy to others. but i dont even laugh anymore really.
someone tell me what to do !
So i fell in love ( well caught deep feelings ) for this guy. he was really sweet && loving, but i also talked to other guys && he didnt like that , which idt talkin to 2 ppl at once is bad. but anyways let me get to the point. now school has started && we got in a fight cause i kissed another dude. so i told him i wanted a break, but i really jus wanted time to find someone else. he told me he would wait for me because he loved me but now he has moved on && i miss him terribly. i want him back but idk how to tell him plus idek if he wants me back. &everything reminds me of what we use to have && we dont really even talk anymore in school && sometimes we talk on the phone but we always argue, i blame myself for things being like this cause i feel like i took him for granted. && i kinda feel alone because he meant so much to me && now my sister (my heart) just went to iraq && My Bestfriendd jus moved away, && she left without tellin me . i thought she was sick && when i went to check on her i found out she moved away ....on my 16th birthdayy. which sucks cause i didnt even get to say goodbye :\
ughh i jus feel so confused && like life has got me down. i'm normally so happy && always tryin to bring joy to others. but i dont even laugh anymore really.
someone tell me what to do !