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...someone help me feel better, please? I dated my boyfriend for 6 months. He was always really quiet but I thought he would get better. But nooo. He was 98% of the time AWKWARD. I put up with it though. He was such a sweetheart. He rode on his bike from his house to mine and his house was about 3 miles away. Just to see me <3. His kisses were amazing and I loved when he held me. I was head over heals for him. I thought I'd be with him forever and ever...
About a month or so ago I finally got this feeling that I just need to have some space. I never see him anymore. I told him 3 days ago that I needed space and he was very nice about it. Then, I missed him and pitiful me told him yesterday that I missed him and wanted him back. I have a fairy tale mind, so I thought he would say "of course I'll take you back! I love you." but nope. He just said he didn't know. He said he still wanted to go to homecoming w/ me. I said why? And he said because everyone else has a date. LAME-O excuse, right?
Then, over facebook, I left him a message just saying I'm gonna go with some friends to homecoming. He said ok. Now I realize I want to go with him because I WANT A DATE, DAMMIT. Every other girl I know has one. I had one and I turned it down. I'm so freaking stupid. I don't think any of my guy friends are going to ask me, either.
And the group of girls I'm going with said "Aww! You'll be the only one without a date! You shouldn't have turned him down!!" I definitley regret it now.
I'm thinking about asking this one guy, but doesn't the guy have to ask you?
And what if my boyfriend starts dating the girl he used to like before he dated me? She is stuck up and has the personality of a brick.
I'm really depressed and I don't know what to do. Especially about homecoming.
About a month or so ago I finally got this feeling that I just need to have some space. I never see him anymore. I told him 3 days ago that I needed space and he was very nice about it. Then, I missed him and pitiful me told him yesterday that I missed him and wanted him back. I have a fairy tale mind, so I thought he would say "of course I'll take you back! I love you." but nope. He just said he didn't know. He said he still wanted to go to homecoming w/ me. I said why? And he said because everyone else has a date. LAME-O excuse, right?
Then, over facebook, I left him a message just saying I'm gonna go with some friends to homecoming. He said ok. Now I realize I want to go with him because I WANT A DATE, DAMMIT. Every other girl I know has one. I had one and I turned it down. I'm so freaking stupid. I don't think any of my guy friends are going to ask me, either.
And the group of girls I'm going with said "Aww! You'll be the only one without a date! You shouldn't have turned him down!!" I definitley regret it now.I'm thinking about asking this one guy, but doesn't the guy have to ask you?
And what if my boyfriend starts dating the girl he used to like before he dated me? She is stuck up and has the personality of a brick.
I'm really depressed and I don't know what to do. Especially about homecoming.