ihaveabandinlaw
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Large Frame? ^-^? Just thought Id get both of em out of the way
For numero uno:
This Sunday, Im going to camp for three weeks. It's actually one of those creative writing camps at a college [sort of like summer school that costs five thousand dollars with a fancy name. Awesome..] and there's not going to be any planned physical activity. Granted, were allowed to do whatever we want [jog, swim, etc] during free periods and breaks, but I have a feeling I wont be doing much of that. BUT, I have a horrible fear of eating in front of people. i always have, and I cant figure out what it's spurred from. Id like to lose 10 pounds, though. So: do you think by me eating significantly less thanks to my phobia, not having any available snacks, jogging a bit, yada yada, Ill lose some weight during those three weeks? [Note: I had a mild battle with anorexia for about 8 months this past year, and my metabolsim was *shot*. Just thought Id put that in there]
ALSO. Ive noticed that even though Im a healthy weight, Im bigger than people who are my weight and height. Im not overweight, though I look it sometimes [my muscles have crazy muscles with fat on top of them. gaaah I hate it] : 115 or 118 pounds, not exactly sure, very muscular and curvy. And, I took a bunch of stuff that said I have low body fat, lots of lean muscle amount and a lrage frame. Im SO confused as to what I am though. Large frame? Overweight? Muscular?
Sorry that was so long =/
This Sunday, Im going to camp for three weeks. It's actually one of those creative writing camps at a college [sort of like summer school that costs five thousand dollars with a fancy name. Awesome..] and there's not going to be any planned physical activity. Granted, were allowed to do whatever we want [jog, swim, etc] during free periods and breaks, but I have a feeling I wont be doing much of that. BUT, I have a horrible fear of eating in front of people. i always have, and I cant figure out what it's spurred from. Id like to lose 10 pounds, though. So: do you think by me eating significantly less thanks to my phobia, not having any available snacks, jogging a bit, yada yada, Ill lose some weight during those three weeks? [Note: I had a mild battle with anorexia for about 8 months this past year, and my metabolsim was *shot*. Just thought Id put that in there]
ALSO. Ive noticed that even though Im a healthy weight, Im bigger than people who are my weight and height. Im not overweight, though I look it sometimes [my muscles have crazy muscles with fat on top of them. gaaah I hate it] : 115 or 118 pounds, not exactly sure, very muscular and curvy. And, I took a bunch of stuff that said I have low body fat, lots of lean muscle amount and a lrage frame. Im SO confused as to what I am though. Large frame? Overweight? Muscular?
Sorry that was so long =/