Totally lost it...

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Hate 2 start out on a new board by airing all my dirty laundry, buttttt...

Recovering :confused: from a serious motor vehicle accident; 8 days ago I was taking Kadian, opana, norco, cymbalta, skelaxin, lorazepam, ambien, plus a few maintenance drugs for minor health problems. Had a surgical proceedure (outpatient) that resolved 80% of my constant pain, then BOOM was sent home. Writting this... I'm starting to understand my symtoms:eek:.:eek::eek: I have been searching the net constantly for any idea how 2 survive the next 5 min...... My pain Drs. Office burned down... last week... not much help there. Waiting 2 C my Primary Care Dr. in 3 days. I have gotten off all the problem drugs gradually in 8 days, to find the big problems are remaining. I was on 120 mgs Cymbalta, down to 60mgs now. Still having HBP, palpitations (severe), angina, confusion, killer headache, agitation, dizziness, vertigo, mood swings, tinnitis, GERD, severe abdominal distension, insomnia, etc... When I realized I wasn't going to die in the near future spent two days contemplating having myself admitted to a mental hospital for my PTSD. Next couple days trying to figure out how to kill my self... A couple days just praying I would die soon, my body couldn't possibly survive in this state another hour could it??? What was I going to say next? Dazed and confused, I think?:dizzy:
 
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