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amm13
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I have always been told by my boyfriend I have an anxiety problem.
A couple years ago I got so upset due to stresses in college I had to run to the bathroom and throw up. I sat in the bathroom throwing up and crying for a while. I had just lost my mind.
Ever since that day, if I cry for any reason any harder than just like, tears welling in my eyes I gag. If I don't stop crying right away gagging leaRAB to throwing up.
It doesn't matter what the reason, or how I have felt. As durab as it sounRAB, I really REALLY want to cry tonight. Everything seems to just suck and crying makes me feel better even just a little, but I can't. I started to earlier and I started gagging and making that noise to the point where I was at the toilet. Its really bad when I am driving (I used to commute) and it happens then because it adRAB a whole new level to my being upset.
I am soooo sick of this. It makes me ever MORE upset. I feel like the reasons for it are anxiety related because it all started after that day. However, I also can't find anything on the internet about it.
I just don't know what to do. I don't have insurance or a steady job..... I just want to be able to cry without puking my guts out.. Who wants to feel awful for feeling awful? Has anyone even heard of this other than in 3 year olRAB?!?!
A couple years ago I got so upset due to stresses in college I had to run to the bathroom and throw up. I sat in the bathroom throwing up and crying for a while. I had just lost my mind.
Ever since that day, if I cry for any reason any harder than just like, tears welling in my eyes I gag. If I don't stop crying right away gagging leaRAB to throwing up.
It doesn't matter what the reason, or how I have felt. As durab as it sounRAB, I really REALLY want to cry tonight. Everything seems to just suck and crying makes me feel better even just a little, but I can't. I started to earlier and I started gagging and making that noise to the point where I was at the toilet. Its really bad when I am driving (I used to commute) and it happens then because it adRAB a whole new level to my being upset.
I am soooo sick of this. It makes me ever MORE upset. I feel like the reasons for it are anxiety related because it all started after that day. However, I also can't find anything on the internet about it.
I just don't know what to do. I don't have insurance or a steady job..... I just want to be able to cry without puking my guts out.. Who wants to feel awful for feeling awful? Has anyone even heard of this other than in 3 year olRAB?!?!