awake, and dreaming, always screaming
falling, while fading, these fears im stating
alive, feeling dead, laughter in my stead
alone, with despair, cant breathe this air
attent, and confused, emotionally abused
rested, though i tire, status is dire
loser, though great, ponder my fate
happy, though crying, always trying
relaxed, with stress, need to confess
broken, and torn, left here in pieces
