third cervical cancer needle, please read?

im absolutely terrified of needles, i cry if i even think about having one and in about a week i have to get the third cervical cancer needle.
ive had the first two and the first one wasnt so bad, it just felt like a headache in my arm. but when i recieved the second needle, about five minutes after i fainted and fell off my science room stool, which is quite high and my head bounced on the concrete floor, making me have to go to hospital to check for brain bleeds. i think this made my phobia of needles even greater because i have the fear that im going to get hurt like that again, and it was quite an unpleasant experience to say the least. is the third one as bad as everyone says it is, because ive heard so many stories about it being so thick and painful. also, is there any way to reduce the risk of me fainting? aaaand, is there any way to stop my arm from hurting as much?

any answers are appreciated, im really scared.

im 14 years old and i have to get it at the doctors clinic because the school wont do it due to me fainting.
 
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