The Zoo Presents a Jiraffe exclusive: A Breaking Mind

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Up until now BCB and screwy were the only two who knew what was going on.

Phase back a week and a few days. I spotted my ex with someone new. Nothing out of the ordinary right? Except she was lock lipped with another girl. This threw me because I didn't know of any bisexual tendencies in her but then I get the picture literally thrown in my face. She discovered herself. The love of my life is a lesbian. Ironic ain't it seeing as Chasing Amy was my favorite movie.

Fast forward to last week. I'm out with a friend and we spot her and her girlfriend. My "friend" knowing I love this girl, knowing I do not wish any harm to her, knowing I would do anything for her, starts yelling shit at her. "Fuckin Dike" "You bitch" so on and so forth. I lose it at beat the fuck out of him and leave him in Hastings.

Fast Forward to tonight. She calls me up and blames me for what she sees as a stunt and goes off on me. No chance to explain she has the call over in two minutes 17 seconds exactly. She hates me and made it quite clear and right now everything stings.

To top it off I make an ass out of myself in B and T.

Yes I am very moody right now and I'm sorry but its all just too much to take right now. Call me emo call me drama fuck whatever but I need someones help. I can't take it any fucking more.
 
bad deal, i would have sweet talked her. never know maybe you could had double your pleasure. would be better then losing her. sorry to hear though, so there's no chance at being friends?
 
The fist girl I loved was bi, and I didn't know till a wile in the relation ship. Some people will get realy piss at something like that, but never bothered me at all. One of my friends got pissed off at her when he found out and he confronted her just like in your case. As soon as he started, I almost fliped out, but I went off on him all the same.

It is all about how you handle the situation. Was your friend a homophobe, of did he think she was cheating on you? It kinda sounds that way seeing as he must know how much you love her. Always save vilonce for later. Saying sorry for words is much easer to accept over blood.

I bet she called him and talked to him, and he has know idea why you fliped out. You have been realy off latly, I think you need a vacation.
 
sometimes friends try to protect and go too far. i would just let it all cool off, hopefully she will call you and you can talk it out. if she was your first love and there truely was feelings there, then she will call.
 
Your friend made a bad call, and he didn't think it through, the girl situation is a hard one, if she's quite young then she'll still be trying to make different decisions on how she feels about different things.
Maybe she is bisexual, but she's still interested in guys aswell as girls, so why should it matter more? Maybe it's the blow of seeing her with someone new, and the blow of it not being the sex you wanted the someone new to be.
 
Love sucks, it bites hard. I became bitter a few years ago, but lately its been fading. Time heals all wounds, even if it takes a couple of years.
 
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