WingedWolf
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An Old flame contacts me after four years of being apart via facebook, She explains everything that went wrong, going wrong, guilty conscious for the way she treated me, cheated on me (After I did It first) confides in me that she has lied to people about the ring that I gave her 5 years ago and refuses to take it off because there has been no one able to do so yet, the whole nine yards....And now she wants to give friendship a try, With the possibility of another try at a relationship if things don't work out with her current. So We spend an entire night talking, reminiscing and just catching up but it didn't take long for the tears to start falling from her eyes apologizing for the way things ended and her fessing up to the fact she sabotaged us when we where together, S#^t got heavy from then on out, Us both confessing that we're still in love and being honest with ourselves that we may have a future or so I thought..She can only be described as my unicorn the mystical creature that can't be tamed, caught, or easily forgotten about. I've blown all my other Ex's off but when she called me I Jumped at the chance to see her again. But Something Feels off now, And Maybe I'm missing something but suddenly my brain kicked in and said this isn't right, She has a boyfriend who actually encouraged her to contact me again and accepts it if we hang out, But like I Said Something is off, I Love her and want to help her but my instincts are getting edgy, After spending two years alone and in exile (Horrible Relationship with baby Momma drama to boot) I was comfortable Being numb and emotionally cold toward anything that dealt with Love or any other fuzzy type feelings, Suddenly she comes and messes it up and my calm and cool demeanor is Awash with feelings I'd rather not have, And now we're going to lunch on V-day since She nor her Bf celebrates it and he's out of town.. Damn it...This crap just get better and better...WTF ? So now I'm officially confused, the lines are getting blurry, And I'm seemingly entangled in some serious S#$t now, I've told her that I Hope Her and her current work it out but when she asked me What I Honestly thought and I Said 'It's hard to see someone your in love with still with someone else It Hurts like hell but I Hope you two work it out" Somehow I have the feeling I'm being used as a Emotional Crutch and doing this Prick's dirty work by keeping her entertained and safe while he's gone outta town for work, I don't mind doing it but at the same time he needs to a serious case Of Man The F**k Up, and she need's to clarify this stuff with herself, I'm game for friends but not this love triangle crap where I do all the damn work and he get's the girl, and I've told her all this so, any feedback, opinions, Advice, Cause I'm not crazy just very confused..