haven't yet, but i've had dreams about it...i figured that's the way i'll go one day...it's a way of letting others know it wasn't their fault...although in my dream it is soo real, and it go's on after i die to show all the heartbreak i cause, and then you wake up still, feeling like your still dead
but for now i have a few people in mind left keeping me alive, without them my life would feel pointless no matter how good life is...
to me, without love, life's not worth it