1. death father, check
2. people ignoring me, check
3. family problems, check (money and shit)
4. forced to do unpayed work for grandparent, check
5. people picking on me, not anymore
6. feeling rejected, check
7. not happy, check
8. feeling lonely, check
9. feeling miserable, check
10. not stand living, been there - done that - got over it
11. inferiority, everybody has that dumbass - nobody is perfect
and still live is great...in some sick, twisted and boring way.