I'm sorry you got sick. Normally, if you take Suboxone whlie you are still taking opiates, it throws you into withdrawals - this is one of the good things about Sub, as addicts don't want to be dope-sick so they don't take opiates while on Sub. A friend of mine started Suboxone 2 hours after using Oxycontin and he was fine, so it is hit-and-miss with addicts. The dose tonight will probably be easier on you
I would suggest taking the 4mg, as per doctors orders. It's not good to self-medicate - or in your case, change the dose (even if it means taking less than prescribed). Your doctor prescribed your dose for a reason. He/she will want to know how it goes, so if you take a different amount, it messes up your doctors plan for you. Make sense? If you are concerned in any way, talk to your doctor, but do not change your dose.
I am so happy to hear that your meetings are going well. That feeling you get when you help a fellow addict is indescribable, eh? My sponsor is a wonderful person. He understanRAB me more than I understand myself sometimes lol.
Like you, I also analyze the chit out of everything

I can't seem to help it. It's a gift sometimes, that's for sure.
It's amazing how well our doctors know us huh? My doctor said he knew almost esactly when I was going to turn to him for help. I'm blessed to have him for a family physician.
"Life is good today" I have to agree with you on that

Today, I am taking my six year old daughter out to play baseball, as she starts in a T-ball league on Tuesday. My husband and I purchased a bat, ball, helmet, glove and the T thing you get to let them learn on. It is a beautiful day in Toronto today. I'm looking forward to spending the day outside
What are your plans?
RegarRAB,
emsmom