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mel486
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I'm so glad that you are doing better. Your mood seems to be much improved as well.
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fate61 09
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Thanks Im doing so much better... Not so sick anymore..; DAng those WD's can really kick a person to the curb quickly...
I just know, that Im determind to stay clean, NO matter what it takes............
Today is my 16th day with any SUB's..
Anyday is a GOOD day without SUBS!
I just know, that Im determind to stay clean, NO matter what it takes............
Today is my 16th day with any SUB's..
Anyday is a GOOD day without SUBS!
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caberg
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Awesome job! I've enjoyed reading about your journey. Thanks for sharing!
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fate61 09
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Today is day 11. *****OMG*******
Since moving back to my home state I have not seen a primary doc. I have no insurance, so I guess the lunesta is out of the question for me.
But I could probably call my old doctor who was so good about giving me the vic's Im sure he would fax in a RX for me... Just a thought! My ex still lives thier and could go to the pharmacy and pick them up and then mail them to me... hummmmmmmmmmmmm Maybe maybe maybe.....
The most sleep Im getting is a 1/2 and the rest of the night Im up and down. My RLS pain is not as strong now but still a pain at night..
I wonder how many days a person can go without sleep before thier body just crashes?
I swear Im gonna turn into a fish! I was in the tub 3 times last night again, so at 3:00 am I said screw it and just got up....
I have always been a really good sleeper, boy do I ever dream about a half way good sleep! *lol* ummmmmmmmmmm looking forward to it!
The withdraws are easing off during the day, I think the Vit B is helping me alot for engery...
Im happy right now to be going through this hell without Vicodine or Subs! Everyday is getting easier as well.....
Since moving back to my home state I have not seen a primary doc. I have no insurance, so I guess the lunesta is out of the question for me.
But I could probably call my old doctor who was so good about giving me the vic's Im sure he would fax in a RX for me... Just a thought! My ex still lives thier and could go to the pharmacy and pick them up and then mail them to me... hummmmmmmmmmmmm Maybe maybe maybe.....
The most sleep Im getting is a 1/2 and the rest of the night Im up and down. My RLS pain is not as strong now but still a pain at night..
I wonder how many days a person can go without sleep before thier body just crashes?
I swear Im gonna turn into a fish! I was in the tub 3 times last night again, so at 3:00 am I said screw it and just got up....
I have always been a really good sleeper, boy do I ever dream about a half way good sleep! *lol* ummmmmmmmmmm looking forward to it!
The withdraws are easing off during the day, I think the Vit B is helping me alot for engery...
Im happy right now to be going through this hell without Vicodine or Subs! Everyday is getting easier as well.....
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mel486
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Withdrawals are meant to be remerabered! The next time you are tempted with your DOC you will remeraber the hell that you went through!
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fate61 09
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You are so right.. I hope I never forget the pain and Hell I have had to indure these past 13 days....
I can say for certain that this message board has been my savor.]
it is so comforting to come on here and scream, cry and share my story with everyone. and just knowing someone else knows what I'm going through. WOW such a big help for me.
I can say for certain that this message board has been my savor.]
it is so comforting to come on here and scream, cry and share my story with everyone. and just knowing someone else knows what I'm going through. WOW such a big help for me.
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fate61 09
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Day 18..... Dang Icant wait for 1 good nights sleep! This 1 hr here and 2 hours there really sucks! Then having to work , its getting on my last nerve........
Im tired even though Im taking my Vit B/. I hope I over come this soon..
Every day now seems like the day before, no better no worse. for the wd's.
Its still hard at night, damn restless legs......... When will this be over?
Im tired even though Im taking my Vit B/. I hope I over come this soon..
Every day now seems like the day before, no better no worse. for the wd's.
Its still hard at night, damn restless legs......... When will this be over?
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fate61 09
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Day 22 and I m feeling the best I have in a long time..... I even got some much needed sleep last night.
WOW Im so proud of myself today.....
Everyday is a good day with my DOC or SUBS!
WOW Im so proud of myself today.....
Everyday is a good day with my DOC or SUBS!
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Blaze83
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Great Job Fate keep up the good work..u r 1 strong girl!!!
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Deerod
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Dear fate,
I'm new to this forum and have read numerous threaRAB so far this evening. I also just followed your journey and I am not only amazed but highly impressed with you and your outlook on a better life! Omg, do you realize how awesome you are?? Do you realize that with your strength and now your wisdom, you are free! I know you still have symptoms but the worse is definately over. Every day you are stronger and your will to move forward will continue.
As for me, I am a recovering meth addict. I have been clean and sober now...wow! 14 years. Time flies and I will never forget my addiction, what it did to me and definately the withdrawls, they were horrible quitting cold turkey but it well worth the fight! I think all I took was Motrin and Tylenol. I have this thing about not wanting to take any sort of pill so I went light. One day I was so sick of being sick, flushed the drugs down the toilet at an airport in the bathroom and flew out to start a new life. I did it alone which really isn't the best way to do it. I could have used some support but I did it and that's what mattered most.
Now, I have a loved one that neeRAB help and I need advice so I think I will post my story on a new thread.
You take care and keep pushin on...you are doing a great job and to anyone else posting or reading on here...I wish you the best! You too can do it!! Oh and fate...keep coming back here so I can follow your success!!
Deerod
I'm new to this forum and have read numerous threaRAB so far this evening. I also just followed your journey and I am not only amazed but highly impressed with you and your outlook on a better life! Omg, do you realize how awesome you are?? Do you realize that with your strength and now your wisdom, you are free! I know you still have symptoms but the worse is definately over. Every day you are stronger and your will to move forward will continue.
As for me, I am a recovering meth addict. I have been clean and sober now...wow! 14 years. Time flies and I will never forget my addiction, what it did to me and definately the withdrawls, they were horrible quitting cold turkey but it well worth the fight! I think all I took was Motrin and Tylenol. I have this thing about not wanting to take any sort of pill so I went light. One day I was so sick of being sick, flushed the drugs down the toilet at an airport in the bathroom and flew out to start a new life. I did it alone which really isn't the best way to do it. I could have used some support but I did it and that's what mattered most.
Now, I have a loved one that neeRAB help and I need advice so I think I will post my story on a new thread.
You take care and keep pushin on...you are doing a great job and to anyone else posting or reading on here...I wish you the best! You too can do it!! Oh and fate...keep coming back here so I can follow your success!!
Deerod