Stupid mood swings?! (20)?

[cαтєу αии ™]

Well, I went out with this guy for two weeks, and I'm going to say I really liked him alot. Anyways, my bestie told me that she liked him so I dumped him so I wouldn't hurt her. He was originally her ex, but she told me it was okay. They got back together.

Anyways, I found out that he used me to get her back and he loves her. I'm trying to get over him. I know she cares and would dump him for me but I see that she's happy so I don't wanna ruin that. But it hurts. It hurts to see them together, it hurts when he tells her that she's beautiful, skinny and hot and that he loves her. It reminds me I'm nothing. Not skinny, not pretty and not good enough for him. I get jealous and then my mood gets the best of me. I freak at her because of him, I randomly cry and I go from loving her to hating her in less than 10 minutes.


How can I stop this? It's going to ruin our friendship.
Please keep in mind that they started going out 10 minutes after I dumped him.

Thanks =]

xx

 

[monstrar [♥]]

I'm so sorry, Catey. That's really messed up of him.

Maybe you can talk to your friend when he's not around? Sure she's happy, and I'm glad that you care about her feelings over yours, but sometimes you HAVE to think about yourself and how this is affecting you. I'm sure if she really cares about you, she won't get angry. She should understand where you're coming from, because what he did was extremely messed up.

And don't ever think you're not good enough. If anything he wasn't good enough for you. You'll find someone out there who will treat you right and respect you for you. Don't ever get depressed because ONE guy doesn't think you're good enough for him.

Feel better, hun.