Strange Mood Swings, Anger Issues, Paranoid, Struggling to socialize, could someone...

Mina Potrovo

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...help? Okay, well for starters i'm 14 years old, and I think this has started happening since about a year ago.

I'm pretty sure that this is just hormones but I can get mad at the most littlest things and completely go mental on someone. It gets to the stage where I threaten to kill people, although I never would (and my family know that i would never mean it). And when I get mad, I just want to inflict pain onto myself, but I never would and I'm definetely not suidicial. I just get to the point where I want to die!? I can just never calm down, and settle things when i'm angry.

I cry for no reason as well. Like, I will cry when I'm just bored, or cry to make myself feel happy.

I get paranoid about really stupid things too. It's getting in the way of socializing with my friends becuase I just get really worried about what they think of me. I have terrible socializing skills and I think this has only kicked in like I said, about a year ago. It's why I avoid any gatherings, my friends birthdays or anything. I used to be really shy but now I'm like, so much more quiet.. and I hate talking to anyone except my mum. I feel like I hate all my friends, my school and my life.

I go through weird phases as well, and I know this is going to make me sound like SUCH a pervert, but sometimes I genuinely feel like... horny? I know that sounds horrible to say, but sometimes I just dream about the day I have sex or something. I know that sounds really gross, so I'm going to stop talking! :P

What can I do? And could someone help? Please..
Thank you x
and please, no trolling. and serious answers only. i'm pretty sure i'm not an emo.
thank you for all the comments :) although some are a little hard to understand...?
and i'm deffinetely NOT thinking of having sex now. not until i'm married anyway xD don't worry.
thanks again :)
 
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