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Last night I had a dream about my ex boyfriend and my current fiance.. I would just like to know what you all might think it means..
It started off at my fiance's house for a party with fireworks and all that.. I was sitting with my fiance, his dad, and little brother (which he doesn't have) in the jeep watching the fireworks that were going off on the other side of the mountains.. I noticed that my ex-boyfriend was there and I wanted to talk to him.. After the fireworks were all done we all went to my fiance's house for like dinner and drinks kind of thing.. His house was like one of those crazy big houses with millions of doors that lead to random rooms.. Well I saw my ex sitting in the dining room area and he was with a bunch of other people I knew from high school (my ex was my boyfriend in high school).. One of the guys he was with tried to block my way and I told him to move because I really needed to talk to my ex.. He finally moved and I got to talk to him..
We went somewhere where no one else could hear us talk.. I think it was like a mudroom or sun room or something.. He started off on how he shouldn't be here in the first place.. It was wrong of him to come.. I said no it's not.. You are my best friend.. Then I asked him to please come to my wedding.. He said I can't.. I couldn't come to the other one and I can't come to this one.. (Yes I have been married before but it was a HUGE mistake.. Abuse isn't right..) I asked him why and he said that it would be too weird and that he wouldn't be able to see me marry someone else.. I started crying because I wanted him to be there and I am MADLY in love with my fiance.. He is my soul-mate.. He asked me to stop crying and gave me a hug.. I said I really want you to be there.. It would mean the world to me.. You will always have a little piece of my heart because you were the first one to care about me.. He said I just can't do it.. It will hurt me too much.. Now I have to go.. I wouldn't let him go from the hug.. My fiance walked in with my roommate now (I'm in the Army) and they asked what was wrong and he said I'm sorry and so did I.. I told my fiance I wanted my ex to come to the wedding and he said it was ok.. My roommate as always just tried to get me to stop crying.. My ex walked out the door and I ran after him trying to get him to come to my wedding.. But he stopped me and gave me another hug and said I'm sorry I just can't bear to see it.. I will always be here for you though..
I guess my question is why would I dream of this?? We have been apart for 6 almost 7 years now.. We still talk every once in awhile but it's only like little 5 minute blocks.. My fiance and my ex have never met.. Why would I cry?? Why should it mean so much if my ex is there?? He is one of my best friends yes but still.. I love my fiance with all my heart and have no feelings for my ex except that he is still one of my best friends as we were friends before we started dating.. I just don't understand this dream.. Help please..
Thank you in advance to anyone who actually took the time to read this..
It started off at my fiance's house for a party with fireworks and all that.. I was sitting with my fiance, his dad, and little brother (which he doesn't have) in the jeep watching the fireworks that were going off on the other side of the mountains.. I noticed that my ex-boyfriend was there and I wanted to talk to him.. After the fireworks were all done we all went to my fiance's house for like dinner and drinks kind of thing.. His house was like one of those crazy big houses with millions of doors that lead to random rooms.. Well I saw my ex sitting in the dining room area and he was with a bunch of other people I knew from high school (my ex was my boyfriend in high school).. One of the guys he was with tried to block my way and I told him to move because I really needed to talk to my ex.. He finally moved and I got to talk to him..
We went somewhere where no one else could hear us talk.. I think it was like a mudroom or sun room or something.. He started off on how he shouldn't be here in the first place.. It was wrong of him to come.. I said no it's not.. You are my best friend.. Then I asked him to please come to my wedding.. He said I can't.. I couldn't come to the other one and I can't come to this one.. (Yes I have been married before but it was a HUGE mistake.. Abuse isn't right..) I asked him why and he said that it would be too weird and that he wouldn't be able to see me marry someone else.. I started crying because I wanted him to be there and I am MADLY in love with my fiance.. He is my soul-mate.. He asked me to stop crying and gave me a hug.. I said I really want you to be there.. It would mean the world to me.. You will always have a little piece of my heart because you were the first one to care about me.. He said I just can't do it.. It will hurt me too much.. Now I have to go.. I wouldn't let him go from the hug.. My fiance walked in with my roommate now (I'm in the Army) and they asked what was wrong and he said I'm sorry and so did I.. I told my fiance I wanted my ex to come to the wedding and he said it was ok.. My roommate as always just tried to get me to stop crying.. My ex walked out the door and I ran after him trying to get him to come to my wedding.. But he stopped me and gave me another hug and said I'm sorry I just can't bear to see it.. I will always be here for you though..
I guess my question is why would I dream of this?? We have been apart for 6 almost 7 years now.. We still talk every once in awhile but it's only like little 5 minute blocks.. My fiance and my ex have never met.. Why would I cry?? Why should it mean so much if my ex is there?? He is one of my best friends yes but still.. I love my fiance with all my heart and have no feelings for my ex except that he is still one of my best friends as we were friends before we started dating.. I just don't understand this dream.. Help please..
Thank you in advance to anyone who actually took the time to read this..