Two months.
I've been like this for two months, and not a single doctor can tell me exactly why.
As some of you may know, I was diagnosed with a relatively small case of anemia. I was prescribed medicine and put on pills, and for a few days I actually felt much better. Now, a second set of results came in and they show that I in fact, have no anemia. I'm guessing I felt better purely because of psychological reasons.
I've been having a problem breathing. It's like it's a task, more than an automatic thing. I have to take very deep breaths at least twice every five minutes. If I don't take a deep breath or yawn, I feel miserable: my lungs hurt, and my breathing is erratic.
I've been to three doctors and they all tell me different things. Psychological disorder (I need to see a shrink), anemia (scratch that out), post-traumatic stress disorder (I had a bad case of asthma about two and a half months ago, and she told me my body might still be getting out of it).
In all honesty, I don't care what I have. I just want to be out with it. I can barely sleep, and when I wake up in the morning it hits me very, very hard.
This is, if anything, a desperate call for help, from you guys. Some of you have given me ideas as to what it may be, and I'm willing to try anything and everything.
My reasoning so far:
Since I can actually sleep, and stay asleep, I'm thinking it's not a biological problem i.e. something in my lungs. When I say "I can barely sleep" it's because it takes me a while to fall asleep, since I have to manually breathe until I pass out. This sucks, however, because it means I might need to see a shrink, which I am not looking forward to.
In summary, this entire problem is depressing me. I've had...dumb ideas, to try to get rid of this whole thing. I want to feel fine. I can't cuddle with my girlfriend because I have to shift position every other minute to fucking breathe. One thing, however:
When I smoked a Black&Mild, about two to three weeks ago, I felt fine while the smoke was in my lungs. Could I have become addicted? Should I smoke another one, and see how I feel? My friend told me it's bad for you to inhale cigar smoke; am I permanently fucked?
Help.
I've been like this for two months, and not a single doctor can tell me exactly why.
As some of you may know, I was diagnosed with a relatively small case of anemia. I was prescribed medicine and put on pills, and for a few days I actually felt much better. Now, a second set of results came in and they show that I in fact, have no anemia. I'm guessing I felt better purely because of psychological reasons.
I've been having a problem breathing. It's like it's a task, more than an automatic thing. I have to take very deep breaths at least twice every five minutes. If I don't take a deep breath or yawn, I feel miserable: my lungs hurt, and my breathing is erratic.
I've been to three doctors and they all tell me different things. Psychological disorder (I need to see a shrink), anemia (scratch that out), post-traumatic stress disorder (I had a bad case of asthma about two and a half months ago, and she told me my body might still be getting out of it).
In all honesty, I don't care what I have. I just want to be out with it. I can barely sleep, and when I wake up in the morning it hits me very, very hard.
This is, if anything, a desperate call for help, from you guys. Some of you have given me ideas as to what it may be, and I'm willing to try anything and everything.
My reasoning so far:
Since I can actually sleep, and stay asleep, I'm thinking it's not a biological problem i.e. something in my lungs. When I say "I can barely sleep" it's because it takes me a while to fall asleep, since I have to manually breathe until I pass out. This sucks, however, because it means I might need to see a shrink, which I am not looking forward to.
In summary, this entire problem is depressing me. I've had...dumb ideas, to try to get rid of this whole thing. I want to feel fine. I can't cuddle with my girlfriend because I have to shift position every other minute to fucking breathe. One thing, however:
When I smoked a Black&Mild, about two to three weeks ago, I felt fine while the smoke was in my lungs. Could I have become addicted? Should I smoke another one, and see how I feel? My friend told me it's bad for you to inhale cigar smoke; am I permanently fucked?
Help.