So I Came Here To Do Some Bitching

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Seems like a good place to vent.

The past six weeks have pretty much blown ass. I totalled my car in an incredibly stupid manner, and in doing so manage to give a good friend a case of whiplash. The only girl I've been honestly interested in in a few years decided to lead me on and fuck with me for 6 weeks before going back to the guy who is STILL sleeping with his ex-fiancee. I have developed ADD (apparently, according to some article or medical journal or something, teenage to 20-something guys in college around the nation are DEVELOPING A.D.D. due to extensive over-stimulation) and can no longer concentrate. I can sleep, but I don't feel rested. My mind won't SHUT THE FUCK UP and I feel completely empty in all that I accomplish. Found out my GPA for the semester is a 3.7 and it felt completely hollow. Yay, another year and half of being a total robot so I can graduate to become another, different robot. Transformers anyone? Whats the point?

And then I went to watch the pursuit of happiness or whatever it is. And that guy had it rough, but still managed to make it. I've got roof over my head, and a steady food supply, friends, no kid, and I'm grateful for all of that. But GODDAMN I just want to be able to enjoy sleeping. Unless I'm totally exhausted, I just lay in bed thinking. Any idea what I can do to get it to turn off?

Thanks for listening, needed to get all that out.

Joy.
 
Well...sorry to hear about your misfortunes but I do believe everyone on the face of the Earth probably has gone through similar instances. Suck it up, everything will be ok. Fuck the bitch who played you...go find another girl who will appreciate you then fuck the shit out of her and make sure the other girl knows. Don't do it for a rebound girl...do it out of spite.
 
If you can fall asleep with sound/light on, I'd suggest watching an extremely brainless/mind-numbing film to get you to sleep. I do it almost every night because it's very hard for me to get to sleep without some sort of distraction.
 
Sounds like you need an Altoid. That would make it all better.

But seriously, first of all this is a huge topic that I feel strongly about. Half of the kids, not even exaggerating, in my school have been diagnosed with ADD. 50 years ago there was not nearly as many problems with kids that required "pills." Most of the kids I know don't have ADD, but rather THINK they do, and take on the symptoms. You might be doing the same thing.

Other than that debateable piece of information, if you are taking pills for you ADD, then it might be causing a mild depression, like it does to some of my friends. If you get sleep, but do not feel rested, it is because you are depressed, and also probably because you are not getting exercise. Exercise just once, for example run, untill you are so tired that you just wanna go home and sleep. Drink lots of water before you go to sleep too. This will get all of the "shit" out of your system, I used to have the same problem.

As for you being depressed, perhaps you can hang out with friends, and instead of thinking about how nothing is happening in your life, blah blah blah, get a chick, and just have fun with some friends.

Also, I noticed this was your first post, and if you're going to bitch here, read the rules, and make at least one thread in the Welcome Wagon.

That is my advice. :cool:
 
Awwwwww..... Do you have sand in your vagina? Suck it up. Sounds to me like you're doing alright. Forget the girl, she's a bitch. If the only girl you've been interested in in several years is that big of a bitch, then perhaps homosexuality is for you. Sorry you totaled your car. That sucks. But everyone's gotta total at least one in their life so they really get it in their heads that driving carefully is a good thing. ADD is easier to live with than you might imagine. You don't even really need the drugs. Yeah, the voices in your head suck, and the sleeping trouble is a pain... My suggestion, get a job that requires you to get up early and do something physical. IT worked for me. If you actually use some energy throughout the day, you'll be alot more ready to sleep at night. And quit bitching. You don't have it so bad. You can come back and complain after you loose a limb or an eye or something. Or if a family member dies.
 
Well lets see...ADD isn't hard to live with at all. I have ADD and I'm just fine, I stopped taking all my pills for ADD, bi-polar, and sleeping 2 months ago and I'm just fine. I've been on pills for over a year and I got sick of it, I'm just fine without them. As for this bitch of yours, fuck her, shes not worth it. Find someone whos just like you or something. Someone who's not a total cunt. And your car...well that sucks. Take the bus.

And post a welcome wagon thread as Young said. :D
 
Just for the record, I just needed to bitch, I'm not taking pills, I lift weights 3 times a week, I do run, but my lungs are fucked up right now, and I do have a job.

Thanks again for listening and I'll go post in the welcome wagon.
 
I totaled my car once...even thought actually wasn't my fault, the middle aged pissed off woman who hit me bitched at the police so much, they blamed it on my 16 year old ass.

As for the sand in your Vagina...do you need a spoon to scoop it out? Be happy. Revel in the fact that there are thousands if not millions of people worse off than you. :D
 
I have found that classical music can put me to sleep very quickly. I enjoy classical music a lot, but for some reason it has a very soothing effect for me.

My brother has ADD and it doesn't really bother him too much. I think it's more of a mental game; as long as you don't concentrate on your "disability", it won't hinder you as much.

I recently had a girl negatively effect my life too. I decided to focus solely on her bad traits and tried to convince myself that I hated her. Soon, I was not attracted to her at all. I'm actually not joking even though that sounds really stupid.

Sorry if I repeated what other people said. Sometimes I just feel like posting things before reading ever other post too.
 
Welll...

Girls are evil. Life is hard. Everyone has ADD or some other bullshit mental problem. Hell, I have at least 3 diagnosis and several meds I am supposed to take that I dont because they make me drool on myself.

It'll all work itself out. Have some faith.
 
My advise for the sleep...Rearrange your furniture. Fung shui says that once u have been hurt by a girl move around your furniture to get rid of all the bad energy you've slept thinking about.
 
Life does suck. Last night I was evicted from my apartment. I was unable to pay the rent. I just moved here as well. I've lived 6 places in the last 2 months. Once the street, which was followed by a motel. Im getting very tired of it all.

I saw others posting woe me stories so heres a bit of mine:

My mom always hated me. Told me so everyday. When I was 7 I met my dad. We moved in with him. He proceeded to beat and molest me for a year.My mom knew. One day she walked in on it and couldnt deny it to my face anymore. She packed some stuff in a bag and walked me to a bench. She left me there. I wandered the street for about 3 months.

Blah blah blah...

When I was 10 I was put in a childrens home. This is when all the bouncing around started. I've lived in over 50 foster homes, 13 group homes and shelters, 8 different hospitals (37 different times), juvi, ect. My mom killed herself 2 years ago on thanksgiving. My fiance that Xmas. I was raising my nephew...my sister had him in prison. I had him for a year and a half. Then they took him away. Said I was too young. I was 15, but a better mother than most. Now I'm a coward. I havent talked to him in 2 years. :HBreak:

I have been trying to straighten my life out. Really. It just seems everytime I pick myself up...BOOM! I fall harder and faster. Now I'm looking for shelters or something. A place to go. Sometimes I wish I was younger again. My life may have been a tad worse. But there were more resources.

I'm too independent for my own good. Dangerously actually. I really must change that. I'm stubborn to a fault. And when something like this happens I tend to think everything is horrible. Its not horrible...just yet another set back. I want to be a doctor, but how the hell can I go to school when I move so damn much? Ugh. :flamed:
 
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