So.... I am training for THE BATTLE

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just for today you won. its a life long battle that getts simpler . but never goes away .my recent bout with the obsesion is proof enough . for me :):wave:scott . glad to hear you doing well. keep cuming back. secrets:angel:
 
Hey Secrets,

I hope you get a chance to get some of that much needed sleep. I'm glad to hear you're doing well regarding the pill situation at your moms :)

As for me, I'm about to send out a new thread, updating my situation. I've been working on it all day - going back and forth when I'm not busy with my girls. I've been lurking around the boarRAB for the past few months, replying here and there to others' posts, but haven't said much about me.

Thanks for your concern but for now, I'll keep this thread on your topic :) So, have a great night, and good luck with everything. When my daughter's and I say our prayers tonight, we'll add something special for you and your family (especially your grandma).

Much love,
emsmom
 
Hi Secrets;
I'll be thinking of you. Just think how proud you'd be if you didn't succurab to the temptation. I have faith in you, you can do this. We live in a drug/alcohol world, and unfortunately we have to sometimes be around the very things that tempt us most. As much as I can be, I am here for you cheering you on! I don't suppose I'm much help to anybody right now, but I'm-a-tryin'! ;)
GypsyBoots:dizzy:
 
Oh thank you emsmom! We appreciate all the prayers! So so very much,

I got a couple hours of sleep and now,.... Am up and my brain refuses to shut off... I am going to MAKE myself go to bed after I track down your update! So glad you posted one... I am off to hunt it down.

Thanks again for everything. Your support has been incredible and your prayers mean the world to me.

Off to check up on you now!
XOXOXOOX
 
hi S,
that is just what started my relaps 2 weeks ago. i went into my frienRAB bathroom, opened the med cabnit and you can just guess what happen after that. i am pulling out now but it started a 5 day relaps that i'm still very sick over. i really never thought i would use like that again. i called my friend and told him to please hide drugs when i am over. it was hard to say and i felt like a weak spineless fool. but some of these people love us and he said he was happy i told him.
i will send you good thoughts! please keep intouch if it gets to close.
oxox,
der
 
Thank you all again! I have been rereading all of your worRAB and I LOVE the honesty that has been put out there! Only real frienRAB could be so honest and caring.

Here is where I am at in this moment..... I feel strong as a lion but scared as a mouse getting chased by a cat.

I am going to keep reading and reading and reading..... I need to figure out a way to get those pills away from me. Because..... I don't feel I am strong enough in my recovery yet. emsmom, you are right! So....... I think I might just say that I still have a lot of aches and pains from my recent fall but I want to show myself I am strong enough to deal with it with Ibprofen so not to give me any on pills.... The pain is not severe enough for that and I know how quick she is to offer.. I think that she would go for! So.. what do you all think of that plan?

Love you guys! Thanks for being there for me when I need you the most!
XOXOOXOOXOOX
 
Hey Derlinda,

Thank you for your reply! I appreciate you sharing your situation with the group! It helps to not feel so alone that I am not the only one who has done this or thought of doing that!

I commend you for calling your friend! That is GREAT and so honest! Speaks volumes!!!!

I hope you are doing okay! I have been thinking a lot about you and hoping everything was going okay with you!!!

Keep us posted. The choices we make sometimes can severely disappoint us but I guess part of the process is learning from it and moving forward and it sounRAB like that is what you did! So good for you!

Hugs to you!
 
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