I wanna know
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So, over here at this time of the year the sun rises about 10am and sets at 5-6pm. I don't get alot of suntime and I love the sun, I also think I need it to get the D-vitamin and positivness...Well anyways... Recently because of my sleep problem, I've been very tired all the time. It's not that I don't sleep, it's that I sleep from 5am-1pm, I really try not to sleep at day time, but sometimes I just fall asleep. Then again with my migraine I try to sleep it away(from 10-12hours I can sleep at tops), when I just can't sleep anymore I have to be awake with it. Because I've had it alot recently, it's kind of hard to set the sleep rutine straight.
But my real problem is, that I've been very down, negative, depressed, I don't feel like trying to do anything because I'll just get migraine anyways. I really try to be positive and not to let migraine rule my life. But it's just so hard sometimes because it's very exhausting. Also, if I've missed school or something because of migraine I don't feel like I deserve to have a good time with my friends, because I'm so afraid that It'll be alot of backtalking. I'm almost all the time tired, I have to force myself to do stuff, stay awake, clean the house, etc.. There are rare moment when I'm energetic but it's often at the wrong time of the hour, so then I just have to ride it out..
I'm really out of ideas, I've tried being this It's going to be alright! "happy happy joy joy!" but that doesnt work when I wake up with a migraine and can't sleep so I just ghost around the apartment going "eh.." to whatever William says. When I don't have a migraine and maybe have a energitic spur I clean, or whatever needs to be done, but these moments come very seldom. I try to take the vitamins and fish oil capsules(sp?)(supposedly good for the memory), but I usually forget them.. I'm always thinking of "tomorrow I'll get up and do that and that and that", and thadaaa! I get a migraine, fuckin A.
So should I start munchin D-vitamins? talk with a doctor? have my boyfriend to dump me outside when the sun rises and not let me in before the sun sets?
I don't really like typing this, because I know you people have some really real problems. But, I oughta get it out there and it's kind of hard to get an answer from livejournal.. :happysad:
But my real problem is, that I've been very down, negative, depressed, I don't feel like trying to do anything because I'll just get migraine anyways. I really try to be positive and not to let migraine rule my life. But it's just so hard sometimes because it's very exhausting. Also, if I've missed school or something because of migraine I don't feel like I deserve to have a good time with my friends, because I'm so afraid that It'll be alot of backtalking. I'm almost all the time tired, I have to force myself to do stuff, stay awake, clean the house, etc.. There are rare moment when I'm energetic but it's often at the wrong time of the hour, so then I just have to ride it out..
I'm really out of ideas, I've tried being this It's going to be alright! "happy happy joy joy!" but that doesnt work when I wake up with a migraine and can't sleep so I just ghost around the apartment going "eh.." to whatever William says. When I don't have a migraine and maybe have a energitic spur I clean, or whatever needs to be done, but these moments come very seldom. I try to take the vitamins and fish oil capsules(sp?)(supposedly good for the memory), but I usually forget them.. I'm always thinking of "tomorrow I'll get up and do that and that and that", and thadaaa! I get a migraine, fuckin A.
So should I start munchin D-vitamins? talk with a doctor? have my boyfriend to dump me outside when the sun rises and not let me in before the sun sets?
I don't really like typing this, because I know you people have some really real problems. But, I oughta get it out there and it's kind of hard to get an answer from livejournal.. :happysad: