So as I am sitting here, I have to cringe every time I swallow my own spit. Seems like my case of strep throat has come back after a five year hibernation, and it has decided to come back in full force. Like, you know its bad when you go to get your pills for it and they are fuckin horse pills. The pharmicist looks at you and says "take those with a lot of food" and you say that you can hardly drink water....and their eyes get really wide and they say that your in for a bad time...jesus they were off. It has been more like a horrible time. I am just happy that my stomach has been empty all week so far. So Fuck being sick, Fuck not being able to eat. Why the hell have I bothered eating right foods, not drinking and not smoking, exercising regularly if it all just comes right around to bite me in the ass?