Now, Oh god, I've never told anyone this. Please, don't kid with me....this is a serious matter. I was raped, by a girl, and yes, I'm a girl myself. I didn't ever conciser it as rape, because I was so young and I'd never heard of such a thing.
When I was 8 my brother had a friend that was in the eighth grade. She always invited me over to play at her house, so I figured that she was a nice girl because she lived right across from me and she was friends with my bro. She invited me over to play dolls like, once a week, so I went to her house one day and she wanted me to "try on some clothes". So I was getting undressed and she started touching me, and she was licking me. It wasn't ever below....but she was licking my breasts and she made me lick hers. I didn't tell anyone, because I didn't know what was happening. I'm not a lesbian, I'm strait and I've had boyfriends, but just recently my mom saw my wrists and I've been cutting myself.
Now that I think about it, why didn't I get help? I didn't know what she was doing. I was young. I thought that she knew right from wrong.
Now, I have to go to a councilor, and we talk about my parents divorcing, and other things like that. They put me on medication for OCD, panic attacks, and depression.
Should I tell them about that....girl...raping me? Would it even be relevant? They never asked me this, I usually don't talk. It's a sensitive subject for me. And she promised to keep everything I say confidential.
But, I feel like she and I are put in an awkward positions because I...don't like being alone with girls. I meet her three days from now, and I need to know...
Should I tell her?
When I was 8 my brother had a friend that was in the eighth grade. She always invited me over to play at her house, so I figured that she was a nice girl because she lived right across from me and she was friends with my bro. She invited me over to play dolls like, once a week, so I went to her house one day and she wanted me to "try on some clothes". So I was getting undressed and she started touching me, and she was licking me. It wasn't ever below....but she was licking my breasts and she made me lick hers. I didn't tell anyone, because I didn't know what was happening. I'm not a lesbian, I'm strait and I've had boyfriends, but just recently my mom saw my wrists and I've been cutting myself.
Now that I think about it, why didn't I get help? I didn't know what she was doing. I was young. I thought that she knew right from wrong.
Now, I have to go to a councilor, and we talk about my parents divorcing, and other things like that. They put me on medication for OCD, panic attacks, and depression.
Should I tell them about that....girl...raping me? Would it even be relevant? They never asked me this, I usually don't talk. It's a sensitive subject for me. And she promised to keep everything I say confidential.
But, I feel like she and I are put in an awkward positions because I...don't like being alone with girls. I meet her three days from now, and I need to know...
Should I tell her?